#inkvents

I wish my suicide attempt last night worked. I fucking hate being alive so much. I dread every weekend because of how shitty of a person my manager is. I hate this job so much that I would rather be dead that deal with her shit every weekend. She constantly puts me down, verbally hate crimes me, and just straight up bully’s me. I fucking hate it. The last straw was when she told me to give up being an animator, and honestly she’s kind of right. I should just give up. I’m never going to amount to anything so why am I even still alive. All I do is cause problems to those around me anyways, so I’d be doing the people around me a favor by killing myself.

Leave.

I want to be the good employee, but it feels like people have realized I’m kind of...a doormat, and always expect me to pick up shifts and extended hours as a result. ;~;

:3c