especially because of the Jingle Jam game bundle i got for Christmas this year (and last year i got maybe half of the games? from my friend who didnt want them), i wanna play new games SO BAD. i have the "new game" bug. the ANY game bug. i wanna play fallout new vegas but i also wanna play fallout 3 (ive never played it before). i wanna play cook serve delicious 3 but my head kinda hurts and no way in dingleville am i gonna be able to play that game in any satisfactory way.
and what i REALLY wanna play is voices of the void. my boyfriend got me way too deep into that game and i cannot stop thinking about it. mostly how frustrateeddddd i am at the fact that i cannot keep up with the amount of work you have to do in that game; maybe by design? the mannequins also freak me the freak out.
i also wanna play pokemon scarlet!!!!!!!!!!! i got that game for christmas and ive been loving it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i also wanna go on the nintendo online thingy and just find some shit to play i aint never heard of in my gat damn life . OR play the ones on there that i used to play as a kid, for that real heavy nostalgia serotonin kick. is serotonin the right hormone? oxytocin? dopamine?
so much that i wanna play, but also so much that i wanna watch on youtube. and so much schoolwork that i do, genuinely, want to do but can't seem to focus on it especially right now when i'm thinking about all of these GAMES!!
-inkus












