#ink is thinking

i like thinking of daisy as fem because i’m sick of the idea of tough+cop+female=butch. i also like thinking of basira as fem because i think brown women are multifaceted and deserve to be capable and strong willed without that removing their femininity. thank you and goodnight

you ever think about how if Robb had survived the Red Wedding, he would have been haunted by it? Waking up in the middle of the night hearing Talisa’s screams, his mother begging for his life and not her own? Scrubbing his hands raw because he can’t stop seeing them coated in red, the phantom feeling of hot slick blood seeping between his fingers as he holds his wife? Seeing her blank eyes staring up at him every time he closes his eyes, his mother’s throat cut deep enough for a flash of white bone, his men cut down like cattle? do you ever think about how breathing is probably never truly easy for him again, the arrow scars a constant aching reminder of all his mistakes? do you ever think about how seeing Sansa again would at once feel like a dagger in his heart and overwhelming relief, that her red hair and Tully blue eyes remind him so much of their mother that sometimes he cannot bear to even look at her? do you ever think about how hard it must be for him to trust guest rights, that bread and salt must taste like ash on his tongue? how long before he trusts his allies again? does he ever? how long until his heart stops feeling like glass shards in his veins?

thinking about how fucking bitter jon was towards leitner in mag 80. like it’s not just the fact that leitner’s the one who ruined his life, it’s also how both of them were in positions of power and were spared while their assistants suffered. jon regrets it—regrets it all, even though he was the cause of some of that suffering. jon, who didn’t trust his assistants and didn’t want them to be around him, still didn’t want to lose them. he wanted them to be safe. but leitner doesn’t give a shit. leitner talks about his assistants like tools to be discarded instead of people who had lives to live that were tragically cut short. he doesn’t care at all. and i think jon hated that. jon regrets everything and is so deeply sorry to his assistants, and yet here leitner is, with decades to think about these events and still not regretting a damn thing. like no wonder jon hated his ass

martin with tattoos would be Really Fucking Hot but i also think he wouldn’t spend money on that. hate my fuckass life

i think jon is naturally trusting but so very beaten down by the world around him that he has to fight against that instinct

sometimes i think of the safehouse and martin would get up earlier in the morning than jon or something and get started on doing normal morning routine stuff, and then when jon gets up he just. stares at martin in the corner with his eyes full of love. like do you see it

I LOVE MARTIN BLACKWOOD‼️‼️‼️‼️