[ TXT ] : if you were here right now, what would we be doing? / conrad to isabel
( imessage âș connie baby ): this feels like a trick question ( imessage âș connie baby ): . . . swimming, obviously ;)

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[ TXT ] : if you were here right now, what would we be doing? / conrad to isabel
( imessage âș connie baby ): this feels like a trick question ( imessage âș connie baby ): . . . swimming, obviously ;)

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holiday starters. ( duetto ft. @infinit8worlds )
gentle and endless, the snow falls through the world. blurring the air in its magnificence. the pleasing winter landscape nests next to his heart and conrad takes a moment to appreciate it, utterly awed, before trudging from his car to the front door of the beach house. a delayed flight brings forth no disappointment, not even an ounce. on christmas, this is where he wishes to be. in a place that has witnessed so much love, it now radiates it. conrad places his bags down and digs around for his keys. patting helplessly at his pockets, he considers the possibility that they were left in the vehicle's cup holder. fluffs of snow decorate his head, a chill rushing through him as a single flake drips down his neck, yet the cold is swiftly exchanged with the heat of a blazing sun as the door opens.
oh. god, she's beautiful.
â belly ... hey. what're you âââââââ i thought you'd be at home with your family. they, uh, pushed my flight because of the weather. thought i'd ... â his chest tightens with the memories of her. â sorry, yeah, i thought i'd stay here tonight. â
[ TXT ] : why are you still awake? / conrad to jerrrr
( imessage âș con ): i should be asking you the same question ( imessage âș con): but sleep is for the weak.
@infinit8worlds ( CONRAD ): âĄ'd for a 1-3 line starter from JEREMIAH
 ââ HAVE you come to apologize ? ââ
i want to deserve you. iâm trying to deserve you. / to jer from belly <3
JEREMIAH sighed softly, staring at her with sad eyes. he'd been strung along in the past already, her heart never fully his even when he thought it was. somehow, conrad had still come out on top and now that things hadn't worked out, he felt like a second choice. Â ââ belly, you already had me and chose not to pursue it, ââ he began, forcing himself to meet her gaze. her words were pretty and almost convincing, but he couldn't go through the pain of it all again when he'd just started to get over it. Â ââ wanting me now because things didn't work out with him ? that seems pretty unfair. ââ he knew his words would sting but he couldn't help it. ââ i don't know what you want from me. ââ the old jeremiah would have gone running right to her, happy to finally be chosen, but this version of him had to forcefully stand his ground.

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conrad fisher, you are the first boy I loved, the only boy Iâve ever loved and im so thankful to call you my boyfriend every single day
ps. Iâm still getting you back for that hot cocoa comment <3
tenderness blooms. her name on a screen is enough to bring the sun to him, to ward against the cold and colorless. not once did he believe a lover could be a remedy of all things until she wrapped herself around his heart and promised to remain. to not falter against the force of his melancholy.
ïč imessage â belly ïči've been at a conference all day. you have no idea how much this filled my tank. thank you, belly.Â
he attaches a photo taken earlier in the day. a group of future doctors with arms thrown around one another. all of them in pursuit of the warmth of goodness. maybe helping her feel included is enough to soothe the cuts from his constant critiques of her hot cocoa. even when it's good, which it is these days, he still pretends it's not.
ïč imessage â belly ïčwish you were here.
[ TXT ] : be honest. did you think about me today? / isabel to jer!!!
( imessage âș bells ): are you kidding ?? ( imessage âș bells ): bells, there's literally not a day that goes by when i don't think of you.
â i see you around every time i visit. i think i heard someone call you belly, right? â he guessed he'd been visiting enough now to recognize his friend's friends, and even recognize his friend's friends' friends. what a clusterfuck. it felt strange knowing he was the same age as them despite being much farther in college â then again, he supposed it just came with the territory of starting a bachelor's degree at sixteen. mack puts his hands in his pockets and smiles at @infinit8worlds. â what're you studying? no, let me guess... education? â