#inecurity

I haven’t posted in a while for several reasons - some good, some not so good. 

School has become much busier (not so good)

but I am in a new relationship with an amazing guy (good) 

I have had some serious self-esteem, insecurity and jealousy issues (not so good)

Since I am still very much struggling with getting over my boyfriend’s romantic and sexual past, and coming to terms with me myself a beautiful person, I decided I need to give myself some affirmations. 

Here are some truths about me: 

1. I am beautiful.

2. I am better than anyone in my boyfriend’s past. Including his ex, hook-ups, one night stands, girls he kissed or was interested in. He would not be with me if I weren’t the best he’s ever had. 

3. He said I am the most unique, kind, open person he’s met. That he could never find anyone else like me. 

4. I am intelligent. I am kind. I am genuine. I am loving. I am funny. I am so much more than my looks. 

5. I am my own person. I love me. Anyone is lucky to have me in their life. I deserve the best. I love me. 

Mock him and say his insecurities don't matter because he's white male. What the hell!?!?