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그대여 더는 뒤돌아보지 마 Dear, don’t look back anymore

그 많은 파도 다 지난 뒤에 After all those many waves have gone by

무수한 만일이 널 괴롭혀도 Even if all those ‘what if’s torment you

이젠 니가 널 지켜줄 거야 You are going to protect yourself now

그대여 더는 뒤돌아보지 마 Dear, don’t look back anymore

선명히 뒤섞인 기억 뒤에 Behind the memories muddled together so clearly

이 남은 삶들은 덤처럼 남아 These remaining lives remain like extras

최선을 넌 다했을 뿐이야 You just did your best, that’s all

그대여 더는 뒤돌아보지 마 Dear, don’t look back anymore

어느 길이던 아쉬움 없을까 Whichever path you take, can there really be no regrets?

그래 넌 그리 특별하지 않아 Yeah, you’re not that special

이젠 이 말에 울지 않아 I don’t cry at those words anymore

I smile

That I ain’t gotta prove myself

That I ain’t the one, that I ain’t the s***

그저 인정이 고프던 어린아이 Just a young kid hungry for approval

이젠 노인정이 더 잘 어울릴 mind Now no recognition will better suit my mind

나로 가득 차 터져버린 나의 풍선 My balloon that burst from being full of me

터지고 안 건 그 안은 텅 비어있었단 거 What I found out after it burst was it was empty on the inside

끝없이 물었네 그냥 흘러도 되는 거야 I kept asking, ‘is it okay for me to just go with the flow?’

속하고 싶지 않던 데 속해도 되는 거야? Is it okay for me to belong to a place I didn’t want to?

Oh 영원할 것 같던 melody Oh, a melody that seems like it’ll go on forever

그래 나, 나의 felony Yeah me, my felony

여태껏 배운 건 겨우 한 가지 There’s only one thing I’ve learned so far

I’ll be forever me

필연이라 믿었던 그 모든 사고 All the incidents that I believed to be inevitable

영겁처럼 길었던 그 모든 밤도 Every night that was as long as eternity

최선을 넌 다했을 뿐이야 You just did your best, that’s all

그대여 더는 뒤돌아보지 마 Dear, don’t look back anymore

그 많은 파도 다 지난 뒤에 After all those many waves have gone by

무수한 만일이 널 괴롭혀도 Even if all those ‘what if’s torment you

이젠 니가 널 지켜줄 거야 You are going to protect yourself now

그대여 더는 뒤돌아보지 마 Dear, don’t look back anymore

선명히 뒤섞인 기억 뒤에 Behind the memories muddled together so clearly

이 남은 삶들은 덤처럼 남아 These remaining lives remain like extras

최선을 넌 다했을 뿐야 You just did your best, that’s all

So no

No lookin’ back, no

No lookin’ back, no

No lookin’ back

Don’t look back no more

No lookin’ back, no

No lookin’ back

최선을 넌 다했을 뿐야 You just did your best, that’s all

So no

No lookin’ back, no

No lookin’ back, no

No lookin’ back

Don’t look back no more

No lookin’ back, no

No lookin’ back

이젠 니가 널 지켜줄 거야 You are going to protect yourself now

RM 'Indigo' I-Log Puzzle (6/6)

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Flower field, that’s where I’m at

Open land, that’s where I’m at

No name, that’s what I have

No shame, I’m on my grave

두 발이 땅에 닿지 않을 때 When your feet don’t touch the ground

당신의 마음이 당신을 넘볼 때 When your own heart underestimates you

꿈이 나를 집어삼킬 때 When my dreams devour me

내가 내가 아닐 때 When I don’t feel like myself

그 모든 때 During all those times

불꽃을 나는 동경했었네 I longed for flames

그저 화려하게 지고 싶었네 I wanted to go down beautifully

시작의 전부터 나 상상했었지 I’d imagined it before the start

끝엔 웃으며 박수 쳐 줄 수 있길 Smiling applause at the end

나 소원했었네 I wished for that

믿었던 게 다 멀어지던 때 When everything I believed in was far away

이 모든 명예가 이젠 멍에가 됐을 때 Now, when all this fame has become shackles

이 욕심을 제발 거둬가소서 Please take this greed away from me

어떤 일이 있어도 No matter what happens

오 나를 나로 하게 하소서 Oh please, let me be me

Oh every day and every night

Persistin’ pain and criminal mind

내 심장소리에 잠 못 들던 밤 Nights I couldn’t sleep because of the sound of my heart

창밖에 걸린 청승맞은 초승달 The sorrowful crescent moon hung outside the window

I do wish me a lovely night

내 분수보다 비대해진 life A life that grew much bigger than what I was meant for

저기 날아오르는 풍선을 애써 쥐고 I try desperately to hold on to that balloon drifting by

따져 물어 대체 지금 넌 어디에 Interrogate, ask yourself where you are right now

Where you go, where’s your soul

Yo where’s your dream?

저 하늘에 흩어질래 I want to scatter into the sky

Light a flower, flowerwork

Flower flowerwork

저 하늘에 눈부시게 In the sky, shining so bright

Light a flower, flowerwork

Flower flowerwork

그 어디까지가 내 마지막일까 Where will my end be?

전부 진저리 나, 하나 열까지 다 I’m so sick of it all, from 1 to 10

이 지긋지긋한 가면은 언제 벗겨질까 When will this horrid mask come off?

Yeah me no hero, me no villain

아무것도 아닌 나 I’m nothing

공회전은 반복돼 기억들은 난폭해 My engine keeps running even while I stay idle, my memories turn violent

난 누워 들판 속에 시선을 던져 하늘 위에 I lie in a field and turn my eyes to the sky

뭘 원했었던 건지 이제 기억이 안 나 I can’t remember what I wanted anymore

얻었다 믿었던 모든 행복은 겨우 찰나 All happiness that I gained, I believed in, was momentary in the end

Yeah I been goin’, no matter what’s in front

그게 뭐가 됐건 No matter what happens

새벽의 옷자락을 붙잡고 뭔가 토해내던 기억 I remember grabbing onto the dawn’s hem and spitting something out

목소리만 큰 자들의 사회 Society’s for those who are the loudest

난 여전히 침묵을 말해 I still speak silence, as always

이건 방백, 완숙한 돛단배 This is an aside, a fully mature sailboat

모든 오해 편견들에 닿게 To come into contact with all the misunderstandings, the prejudice

반갑지 않아 너의 헹가래 I’m not glad to see you lift me into the air

내 두 발이 여기 땅 위에 My two feet stand on the ground

이름도 없는 꽃들과 함께 With nameless flowers

다신 별에 갈 수 없어 I can’t I can’t go to the stars again, I can’t

발밑으로 I just go Underfoot, I just go

목적 없는 목적지로 To a destination with no purpose

슬픈 줄도 모르고 Without even knowing my sadness

그림자마저 친구로 Even making friends with shadows

I be gone

저 하늘에 흩어질래 I want to scatter into the sky

Light a flower, flowerwork

Flower flowerwork

저 하늘에 눈부시게 In the sky, shining so bright

Light a flower, flowerwork

Flower flowerwork

문득 멈춰보니 찬란한 맨발 I suddenly stop, and my feet are resplendently bare

원래 내 것은 아무것도 없었지 Nothing was ever mine to begin with

And don’t tell me like you gotta be someone

난 절대 그들처럼 될 수 없으니 Because I can never be like them

(Light a flower)

그래 내 시작은 시 That’s right, I started with poems

여태껏 날 지켜온 단 하나의 힘과 dream My one and only strength and dream that protected me till now

(Light a flower)

타는 불꽃에서 들꽃으로 From a burning flame to a wild flower

소년에서 영원으로 From a boy to eternity

나 이 황량한 들에 남으리 I will remain in these desolate fields

아 언젠가 나 되돌아가리 Ah, someday I will go back

저 하늘에 흩어질래 I want to scatter into the sky

Light a flower, flowerwork

Flower flowerwork

저 하늘에 눈부시게 In the sky, shining so bright

Light a flower, flowerwork

Flower flowerwork

Flower field, that’s where I’m at

Open land, that’s where I’m at

No name, that’s what I have

No shame, I’m on my grave

두 발이 땅에 닿지 않을 때 When your feet don’t touch the ground

당신의 마음이 당신을 넘볼 때 When your own heart underestimates you

꿈이 나를 집어삼킬 때 When my dreams devour me

내가 내가 아닌 때 When I don’t feel like myself

그 모든 때 During all those times

Translators’ Notes:

*A combination of the words ‘들꽃/deul-kkot’, ‘wildflower’, and ‘불꽃놀이/bul-kkot-nor-ee’, ‘firework’. Aptly referred to in the song as ‘flowerwork’.

Things change, people change,

everything change

Things change, people change,

everything change

Love change, friends change,

everyone change

It is no strange

That's the world's shape

I can't believe I loved you once

Fool me once, then fool me twice

Shame on you yeah shame on me

Think I lost my sanity

Chemistry we had for sure

Gradually we wanted more

They say you can’t fix someone

Seems you got one fit you right

F*** my interviews in years ago

I’m whole different, not that anymore

F*** that wiki f*** all those infos

What a stranger, I don't know this fool

Things change, people change,

everything change

Things change, people change,

everything change

Love change, friends change,

everyone change

It is no strange

That's the world's shape

You gotta admit it

Don’t you get it still

Someday a great grief will do come for you

And then you’ll know it too

You can’t love someone like I do

Yesterday was a hectic

There was nothin’ romantic

If I can just find a reason

To keep this endless chasin’

Yesterday was a hectic

There was nothin’ romantic

If I could only imagine

Just one another heaven

또 멋쩍은 나의 웃음 Once again, my awkward laugh

낡아빠진 추억들 Worn-out memories

할 말이 없는 사람들의 People who have nothing to say

돌고 도는 liquor talks go round and round in their liquor talks

하루 더 죽어가는 느낌 One more day of feeling like I’m dying

밤의 올림픽대로 Olympic highway* at night

형형한 불빛, 난폭한 택시 Gleaming lights, violent taxis

이젠 지겨워진 It’s gotten tiresome

Met the people, people, people

(Talkin’ same s***)

Hate the reason, reason, reason

(That they all spit)

If bornin’ is a pain

How should we do this game

Keep on thinkin’, thinkin’ and I

Yesterday was a hectic

There was nothin’ romantic

If I can just find a reason

To keep this endless chasin’

Yesterday was a hectic

There was nothin’ romantic

If I could only imagine

Just one another heaven

어디로 가는지도 모르게 Without even knowing where I was going

적어 내려갔던 시도 I tried to keep writing

어느덧 걸어온 그 길이 되었네 At some point, I found myself on the road I had been on

지난 기억 속에 I don’t want

더 이상 길을 잃고 싶지 않은 날 to get lost in past memories any more

좀 구해줘 Save me

Met the people, people, people

(Talkin’ same s***)

Hate the reason, reason, reason

(That they all spit)

If bornin’ is a pain

How should we do this game

Keep on thinkin’, thinkin’ and I

Yesterday was a hectic

There was nothin’ romantic

If I can just find a reason

To keep this endless chasin’

Yesterday was a hectic

There was nothin’ romantic

If I could only imagine

Just one another heaven

Hangover’s over

관능적인 이 도시의 posture The sensual posture of this city

슬픈 밤 서울을 위한 nocturne A sad night, nocturne for Seoul

우린 알면서 또 하루를 놓쳐 We know this but we still let another day go

Ay 행복이란 뭘까 Ay what is happiness?

그토록 바래왔던 작은 평화 The little bit of peace you’ve always wished for

마음이 빛바랜 자들을 떠나 The heart leaves faded characters

마침내 우리가 수놓은 별밤 The skies we embroidered with stars

꿈을 꾸듯 눈을 감아 Close your eyes as if you are dreaming

지그시 숨을 참아 Gently hold your breath

춤을 추는 사람들의 Dancing people

걸음은 곡선으로 move in steps

흘러가는 걸 that go in curves

붙잡을 수는 없대도 Even if you can’t catch them

We still love and hate this city, yeah

Translators’ Notes:

*Olympic highway is a highway located in Seoul.

어제의 일을 자꾸 잊어요 I keep forgetting what happened yesterday

나 오늘도 잘 모르는데 I don’t know much about today either

어제의 나를 자꾸 잊어요 I keep forgetting the me of yesterday

나 고작 스물여섯인데 I’m only just twenty-six

왜 기억하질 못하냐 해요 Why can’t I remember?

내 친구들 서운해해요 My friends get upset

미안해 생각이 참 많아요 I’m sorry, I have too many thoughts

내 메모리가 모자라요 My memory’s insufficient

수많은 가시들과 All these thorns

오고야 마는 아침과 And the morning that inevitably comes

각자의 방식들로 In your own ways

스스로 마취해 가요 Numb yourself to them

공원에 가지 않음 안 돼요 I can’t not go to the park

나 자연의 색이 좋아요 I like the colours of nature

어차피 다 시간문제에요 After all, it’s all just a matter of time

너도 그게 필요할 걸요 You probably need that too

어릴 적 풀냄새 기억나요? Do you remember the smell of the grass from when we were young?

꽤나 새삼스러울 걸요 It’ll probably feel really fresh

그래요 그냥 잊고 살아요 Okay, just forget it and move on

여기 모두가 바본 걸요 Everyone here is probably a fool

수많은 가시들과 All these thorns

오고야 마는 아침과 And the morning that inevitably comes

각자의 방식들로 In your own ways

스스로 마취해 가요 Numb yourself to them

수많은 가시들과 All these thorns

오고야 마는 아침과 And the morning that inevitably comes

각자의 방식들로 In your own ways

스스로 마취해가요 numb yourself to them

나나나 나나나나 나나 나나 Lalala lalalala lala lala

나나 나나나나 Lala lalalala

나나나 나나나나 나나 나나 Lalala lalalala lala lala

나나 나나나나 Lala lalalala

Okay

요즘 광고는 똑같애 Ads are all the same these days

일단은 즐겨라 내 맘대로 First off, just have fun, my way

멋진 옷을 입은 멋진 춤 추는 이들 These people who wear cool clothes and do cool dances

밖은 몸치가 더 많네 In the outside world, there are a lot more bad dancers

그저 습관이 된 I don’t care It’s just become a habit, this ‘I don’t care’

알지 그런 놈들이 더 do care You know right, those are the people who do care

사실 몸은 아무것도 아냐 마음이 더 문제 Honestly the body is nothing, the mind is the issue

어 그래 내가 날 모르니 huh Oh really? I don’t know myself? Huh

꺼져 인공지능 f*** the algorithm Fuck off A,I f*** the algorithm

사색이 필요해 f*** all the rhythm We need some meditation, f*** all the rhythm

사유할 틈을 안 주는 내 바이오리듬 My biorhythm gives me no time to contemplate

언제쯤 써보게 될까 나만의 시는 When will I write my own poem?

살아남느라 잊혀진 dreamin’ So busy trying to survive that dreamin’ is forgotten

너도 하나쯤 별이 돼버린 You’ve kind of become a star too

묻혀진 뭔가를 찾고 있다면 If you’re looking for something that’s been buried

Honey you taste it like me

Okay, okay

I’m diggin’ all day

Okay, okay

I’m findin’ real me

Okay, okay

I’m singin’ all day

Okay, okay (let’s go)

All day

All day

All day

All day

이게 무슨 분위기야 What kind of atmosphere is this?

What we doin’ here?

전부 제자리일 수밖에 Nothing can move out of place

죄다 중립 기어 It’s entirely neutral gear

They want you in fear

어디서 감히 생각을 말해? How dare you speak your thoughts?

어서 접어, origami Fold it quick, origami

They got you by your balls & your socioeconomics

That’s big facts

특색을 밟아버린 think tanks Any uniqueness stepped on by think tanks

식어 식어버린 개인의 임팩트 Personal impact, gone so cold

더 큰불을 지펴, 네 인생은 빅매치 Light a bigger fire, your life is a Big Match*

Burn it up 뭘 겁이 나 Burn it up, what are you afraid of?

Get yo ass off the bench, start warmin’ up

We gotta fight when they say, “Behave!”

We got dynamite in our DNA

I’mma be okay, I’mma be that way

눈 부릅뜨고 알아서 잘 지낼게 I’ll keep my eyes wide open and I’ll be fine

Haters 어서 눈 감아 Haters close your eyes quickly

내 인생 꼴 보기 싫으면 If you don’t like watching my life

원래 꿈 같은 일은 눈뜨고 보기 힘들어 Looking at dream-like things with your eyes open is hard

Ya feel me?

Okay, okay

I’m fightin’ all day

Okay, okay

Get outta my way

Okay, okay

I’m livin’ my way

Okay, okay (let’s go)

All day

All day

All day

All day

Live your life

잔인한 세상이 오 너를 비웃는 것 같을 때 When it feels like this cruel world is mocking you

세상이 뭐라고 말해도 우린 날아오르네 No matter what the world says, we fly high

You gotta believe it

You gotta be livin’

You gotta believe it

You gotta be dreamin’

You gotta believe it

You gotta be feelin’

We know we fly all day

Translators’ Notes:

*Likely a reference to the Korean film, ‘Big Match’. The plot centers around an elaborate game where real people are put in high-stakes situations, while wealthy citizens bet on their outcomes.