#incuding

Me and my bestfriend are fighting :D again.

Andd this time I shall not apologise but goddamn it i feel really bad because she's just not including herself if I'm present there and I get that she's avoiding me but I lowkey get the urge to ask her to join in or for me to straight up just leave so she atleast smiles

But then again I'm friendless so I don't have the luxury to just leave bcz I don't get asked to join much ;-; and she wouldn't include me even if we were still friends and that's one of the reasons I ughhh I'm so mad at her