#inchoherent

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I hate this stupid poster, I have no idea how to draw the group. I was going to try to do silhouettes of them and color with watercolor pencils but it looked ugly. 

Then there is those poems, ugh I can't write poems I am not poetic and never will be.

Speaking of poems I have a group project to do...I don't even speak to either one of them...I thought about animating the poem but I can't draw or animate....

I don't see why group projects had to be invented....I don't like working on projects with others...labs sure...those are much easier to do...but I hate projects with others....I never speak to anyone in any class. And I'll probably end up having to go up in front of the class to perform....I can't act and I refuse to go up in front of others....in fact I managed to not go up for a poem last year.....

Ugh why does everyone in my family insist that I am some smart person who can draw? I can't, I barely pass any class...I can't even stay on topic and write proper sentences for English, I can't draw for either Studio Art or Drawing and Painting....all I can do is draw anatomically incorrect humans....and I already had one art teacher say I need to change my subject.

I'm a huge jerk...how can anyone stand me? I lose friends faster than I gain them because I just have to freak out over every small detail...it's been like that for years. There are better people out there to be friends with.

I have no future...my story will stop with "And she did nothing for the rest of her life. She isn't notable at all." I won't be some amazing author, or the next pop sensation...

Everyone who says I am amazing at art are normally not artists themselves...

Just look at my poor excuse for art. I couldn't draw in elementary school and I can't draw now.