#incandescenc-e

There are times when words aren't enough. And I realize that right now is one of those times. Nothing stings me more than knowing that I can not comfort people I truly care about. If I could, I would love to just drive over there and sit with you instead of sitting here, repeating catch phrases that you've probably heard a million times. It frustrates me to no end knowing that all I can say is, chin up, things will get better, or I'm sure things will turn better. I'm sorry, I'm completely useless. I really am. 

But please know that you're never bothering me when you message me. You're one of the few people that I talk to, and one of the few people that I notice when I haven't said a single word to you all day. You're my friend, and that means a lot to me. That means that whatever is bothering you, is bothering me. That whatever burdens you carry, are mine. That means I care about you a shit tonne. I'm sorry that I wasn't able to do much, and I really wish I could do more. I really do.

I'm here for you. I'll always be here for you. And I'll be waiting on the other side of your computer screen.