#in.ferna

I have a great many problematic gay crush.... She lives in town, goes to same group and some functions, I'm 80% sure she's into me but she's also said she's very straight.... It's all extremely confusing... And I'm pretty far into this whole monogamous married thing, but am also a poly borderline that's needs aren't being met.

Idk if I like nip it in the bud now, see how it develops (which could end really badly), or what....

Also had weird uncomfortable feelings and developments about an ex....