Dec 17, 2021
It All really depends of your point of view😇 #imstrongernow (at São Paulo, Brazil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXlyGfhLqeB/?utm_medium=tumblr
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It All really depends of your point of view😇 #imstrongernow (at São Paulo, Brazil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXlyGfhLqeB/?utm_medium=tumblr
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Girl-Boss (noun): : An empowering woman that kicks ass, inspire other women to live their dreams, takes back control of her life, and achieves her dreams because she knows her worth.✨ . . . . . . . . . #fightingharder #learningtoletgo #hurtnomore #imstrongernow #livingmylife #bymyself #myrules #mywayorthehighway #notimeforbullshit #issamood #securethebag #mybag #sandeeismyname #girlbosslife #browngirlswhoblog #ilovetowrite #iamawriter #browngirlmagic #browngirlswrite #chakrabalancing #youknowthevibes #sandeeismyname #sandeeafterdarkpodcast (at New York, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CApVsQ7gDf_/?igshid=p89ojldmzeid
Good night beautiful people 😘 :———————————————-: #fightingharder #learningtoletgo #hurtnomore #imstrongernow #livingmylife #bymyself #myrules #mywayorthehighway #notimeforbullshit #issamood #securethebag #mybag #sandeeismyname #girlbosslife #browngirlswhoblog #ilovetowrite #iamawriter #browngirlmagic #browngirlswrite (at Brooklyn, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/B80crVHJlMa/?igshid=1d11noqg9t46t
Girl-Boss (noun): : An empowering woman that kicks ass, inspire other women to live their dreams, takes back control of her life, and achieves her dreams because she knows her worth 🦋 : Happy Tuesday beautiful people♥️ :———————————————-: #fightingharder #learningtoletgo #hurtnomore #imstrongernow #livingmylife #bymyself #myrules #mywayorthehighway #notimeforbullshit #issamood #securethebag #mybag #sandeeismyname #girlbosslife #browngirlswhoblog #ilovetowrite #iamawriter #browngirlmagic #browngirlswrite (at Brooklyn, New York City) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8ttDGVpmoR/?igshid=nmvph7curbv8
I’m officially apart of the 10% Club : 10% of the people that refuse to give up no matter how many times they got knocked down but never got knocked out! : Most times it takes something really fucked up to shake the shit out of you in order to finally pay attention and get it right. : I’m fighting a battle that no one but me can save me from... I will win only because now I’m finally ready. Shit never move forward until you finally get your mind right and fucking focus... otherwise shut the fuck and take what you’re getting (telling this to myself for real everyday so I stay focused on self) : Focusing on self DOES NOT make you selfish remember that 🦋♥️ :————————————————: :———————————————-: #fightingharder #learningtoletgo #hurtnomore #imstrongernow #livingmylife #bymyself #myrules #mywayorthehighway #notimeforbullshit #issamood #securethebag #mybag #sandeeismyname #girlbosslife #browngirlswhoblog #ilovetowrite #iamawriter #browngirlmagic #browngirlswrite (at Brooklyn, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8r102vpxlc/?igshid=w9380g1uutob
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And then I said it’s all or nothing but I’m betting on myself! 🦋♥️ :———————————————-: #fightingharder #learningtoletgo #hurtnomore #imstrongernow #livingmylife #bymyself #myrules #mywayorthehighway #notimeforbullshit #issamood #securethebag #mybag #sandeeismyname #girlbosslife #browngirlswhoblog #ilovetowrite #iamawriter #browngirlmagic #browngirlswrite (at Brooklyn, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8rsxRvpZ39/?igshid=mt4krwtshf6v
I desperately need this message today after a long few years of working so very hard and a long week of being sick. . . Maybe you need a little reminder too? . . There is only love and growth. These struggles, this hopelessness, the weariness, it is all temporary. One day you’ll look back and see the bigger picture, how your path was perfectly laid before you. And you’ll be grateful for the discomfort. . . You’ll see how it allowed you to see your capabilities, to trust the Universe and to accept the truths of your inner being. . . But today, now, it’s ok to be sad. It’s ok to be scared. I am too. . . I’ll share my box of tissues with you. And later we can binge on our favorite ice cream and dream about all the things we will do despite our fears and challenges. . . Just remember, life is happening as it should. . . #lifesplan #trusttheuniverse #imstrongernow (at Iowa City, Iowa) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7xR_ZrH7Q8/?igshid=12wl7o3zb5gzd
Not that I have to, but I have to.
You said I’m a whore, okay. I’ve spent years trying to prove my love to you, yes there were times I wanted to stray, yes I feel you pushed me into those times, but I stayed.
You never tried to understand me, you did your best to listen to me at first, but you also admitted that you were just trying to tell me what I wanted to hear. You finally got me and I knew it wasn’t what you wanted. I tried everything to change into what you wanted though.
You asked me to change so much, straighten my hair, nose, butt and boob jobs were just the beginning.
You put me down so subtly, you would make what I did for myself seem so stupid. You wanted me to be blond so I went blond and hated it. You tore me to pieces and I warned you.
You wanted me to get better, to stop being so “emo” and be happy with you. When I tried all my problems lied with you. I warned you again. I even told you that if you didn’t change I knew I would leave. I told you I felt myself growing colder quickly and you didn’t work on a damn thing. When you gained at least 100lbs I didn’t say anything, when my depression got so bad I couldn’t care, you got pissed.
You used everything I told you that hurt me against me. You called me my father and a cunt. Well you didn’t listen enough because I told you that doesn’t hurt anymore. I love my father now and you called me a cunt so many times I grew strong to it.
When I left you cried and asked me for another chance. I was crying because I knew it was over and there was no going back. I told you that would happen. I warned you for months. If you want to hate me and make me out to be the bad guy that’s fine. I understand, I just hope this opens your eyes. I told you many times that I was pissed I put in so much work for your next girl to benefit from the things I’ve taught you, but I know now you’re too stuck in yourself to ever really love someone. I’m sorry for the next girl. I’m sorry I was never enough to be the porn star you wanted me to be.
It’s funny though because when I didn dress that way and would get attention from guys you would make that my fault. You would guilt me into thinking that I caused them to flirt with me. No, actually you did. For making me look like a hooker. I see now that I gave you my all and you were just putting work into molding me into who and what you wanted me to be.
I know I wasn’t enough for you, but at least now I’m enough for myself.
P.S If you’re gonna insult someone you’ve known for 10 years and dated for 7 maybe learn to spell their name right.