#imslow

- there’ll be a part 2✨🥺 also should i add warnings??? idk lmao um there’s some spicy language :,) anyways enjoy babes

“Bil can you please open the door?” I ask her, I’ve been standing outside her bedroom for at least 15 minutes now, she’s pissed at me and it’s kind of my fault... okay it is completely my fault, I posted on twitter about our relationship which is a secret, or was a secret, and billie didn’t want to tell anyone about us, at least not right now anyways, so here I am trying to unfuck this situation

“Billie please? I didn’t think anyone was going to see it I mean I had like 20 followers and my account was lowkey... until claire retweeted it... billie can you plea-“ she opens the door and her face red and blotchy with tears pouring down her face

“Bil I’m-“ I try to apologize but she immediately cuts me off

“Don’t even fucking say anything.” She spits at me, I’ve never seen her this upset.

“What would make you think that was okay? Fucking posting about my personal shit online? Both of us being together was literally the only thing I had that was private and you fucked it up! It’s all over the fucking internet y/n! What the fuck is wrong with you?” She questions me, my throat burning and my eyes filling with tears

“I didn’t think anyone would even see it billie-“ I begin, she scoffs sarcastically

“Yeah you didn’t fucking think? Of course you didn’t think when do you ever think? Huh y/n when?” She asks me, ouch that one hurt

“Can you just stop? I said I was sorry! I know I’m stupid for doing what I did!” I start to cry, my hands trying to wipe the tears falling down my face, “I know i fucked up, I didn’t think and I’m so sorry billie really, I don’t know why I did that I was just wanting to tell someone other than just keeping it to myself because I just love you a lot, and I wish i had a better excuse... just please-“ she didn’t let me finish

“Just leave me alone” she says, she stares at me for a second and then shuts her bedroom door in my face.

I just stand there letting the tears fall, what do I do?

I just realized that was the first time I told her I loved her.

I start walking down the stairs and as I get to to the bottom to open the door, I see her parents and finneas sitting on the couch, they obviously heard everything, but are acting like they didn’t, great that’s fucking embarrassing.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt her...” I tell them, they just look at me.

I continue walking out their door and shut it behind me, that’s probably the last time I’ll ever see their house.

I hear the door open again and look back to see finneas coming out.

“Y/n! Wait!” He runs up to me, he looks at me sadly

“I already know I seriously fucked up you don’t have to tell me.” I tell him, he shakes his head and sighs

“No I was going to tell you that if you just give her some time she’ll come back around.” He says, I laugh a little and shake my head

“She hates me finneas, I took the last private thing she had.” I tell him

“Just give her time.” He says it again, he nods at me and runs back into the house

I bite my lip and my throat begins to burn again.

How much time?

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So we wanted to restock the Etsy store today… then it was going to be tomorrow… but they take so long and have so many tiny details. So we have a little more work to do.