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((I've been monitoring myself for the past week: I'm not well. I do not wish to impose my unstable emotional state onto others, so I'm stepping away.

I do not know when I'll return. If you have my discord, this is a reminder that if I'm ever on red status, please give me space as that means I'm probably close to crashing out.

Please do not ask me about why I'm upset as that riles me up too much. If I wish to talk about it, I will. I'm sorry about this, but I'd rather step away than impose onto others and have my guilt for doing so eat me alive.

((I did try to finish off everything across my blogs, but I wasn't able to because I couldn't focus. I think that's my sign that I need to take things real slow and basically take a break.

My emotional and mental state has not been well as of late because of IRL reasons. I honestly do not know when I'll feel okay enough to return. I'll try to check in on the dash when I can, but I won't be doing any asks/thread replies until I return.

((Essentially, this upcoming week, I may be expected to overtime every single day as I go between two work sites. With everything that's been going on, I probably should take things easy, so, I'm going on hiatus for a bit to give myself a small break.

((Keeping it simple, I'm not okay. I feel okay one hour and then I feel godawful the next. I know my activity has just been inconsistent and virtually nonexistent, but that's just how it has to be for idk how long.

((I'm going to be dogsitting at the parentals because they're going to Korea for my cousin's wedding.

((For the newer people to the blog, during January and February, that's usually when my activity is a bit more sporadic than the usual.

I may be a bit MIA or be very low muse. The reason is because i'm usually busy writing up lil drabbles for Vday and Wday. As i'm busy doing all that behind the scenes, I sometimes don't have the muse left to tend to my blogs.

If you found a meme that you're really curious about me answering, feel free to share it to me to reblog, or you can cut the middle man out by  sending me the prompt anyways and tell me where to find it on yours if you’ve reblogged it yourself. lol

((It’s been on the mind for a while no thanks to dash showing me posts from 2017, so I’ll just say this before I get bitten again: 

In any and all interactions I have, I mainly aim for friendship- or at least for Haru to survive to the end. Haru is a friendly person, and that by no means entails that I’m trying to ship or anything. 

The only way to ship (romantically) with Haru is to straight up tell me. Otherwise, friendship is the farthest anyone is going to get. I just don’t want anyone to get upset with me thinking i’m trying to force something when it’s literally just how Haru is: friendly and kind. 

In essence, unless you come to me telling me you want a ship, you can feel safe in knowing it won’t ever go down that route.