#implied selfship

Dearest Michelle,

  I hope this gets to you in one piece! Sorry it has been ages since my last letter, a lot of things have happened. I’m travelling the grandline now! Isn’t that exciting?! 

Though I must say: how did you do this for so long? Life on a ship took some getting used too. I have so much to tell you I don’t think I can fit it all in one letter. You’ll never guess who I’m travelling with. 

Only Sir Crocodile...I’m still getting my head around the whole situation myself but it seems to be going well. I’ve only fallen overboard twice..I think that’s twice too many but the first time was a sour practical joke, that was fun (not).

But! Enough about that for now! 

  -insert picture of poorly drawn wedding cake -

Congratulations on your engagement or marriage.. Have I missed the wedding? 

A place of your own and then romance?! Such a sudden turn! I suppose you won’t be at your house anymore? I assume you were moving in with your intended. Cracker...wasn’t it? I hope he’s treating you well!

I wanted to send you sweets but I wasn’t sure how long this would take to get to you. 

So I hope you like your engagement/wedding gifts. Sorry I couldn’t be there for the whole thing! 

  I hope you’re enjoying island life..it’s like we’ve swapped positions. 

I’m at sea now and you're on land.

I’m a little sad, apparently we’ve already passed the mermaid kingdom. -sad face- The ocean is big perhaps I’ll get to see one one day! 

  Maybe I’ll get to see you again too! 

I’ll be sure to send you more letters. 

  Safe Travels,

From Your

Pirate Pumpkin Pal -poorly drawn pumpkin with a witch hat-

  -the parcel included-

A gingerbread man/lady salt and pepper shaker and a handmade cupcake themed blanket-

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Ahhh Pumpkin this is so sweet!!! I just had to reply in letter form too ;^;

Hello my dear Pumpkin!

I was really excited to come home and find your letter! It's been a while since we last talked, but that's understandable! I'm really happy to hear from you again❤

Things have been a little hectic on my part too, and as you guessed, there is a certain someone who's demanding most of my attention now (u‿u✿) Cracker is... mh, different. We basically just got married but he's already talking about having kids pfff. Such an eager old man! Haha I don't know how to describe it, but it often feels like our relationship is unlike any other I know! But I'm really happy with him now💕 He's come a long way and so have I!

Although Tottoland... I feel like I still haven't fully gotten used to it. Just the other day I wanted to sit down on what I thought was a couch, but it was actually a huge peanutbutter-jelly sandwich! My pants were completely soiled... pff...

At least stuff like that shouldn't be happening to you on the open sea! But sailing with an Ex-Warlord?!?! Sir Crocodile??? Oh dear, way to start your adventure!!! I've heard some dangerous things about him, so stay safe Hana! He better not be trying to hurt you or else I'm sending my Biscuitman after him (ง'̀-'́)ง!

...Haha, kidding! But I guess this means you'll finally be able to travel the seas and see all of the wonders the Grandline has to offer for yourself!!! That's really exciting and I'm super happy that you got this opportunity💕 If you travel with a bigshot like the reptile man, then he better show you to the coolest places too!

We sure did swap places... I wish I could visit you, but unfortunately the island-life isn't as flexible as sailing on a ship huhu... I can't just up and leave, although now that I know you've set sail, I do wish we could have went on some adventures together!

...Ah, well. Perhaps you could come visit me sometime? I bet you'd loove Tottoland! Everything is delicious and smells amazing!

Also thank you so much for the adorable gifts!!! The salt and pepper shakers already got a special place on our dinner table huhu❤ I also got something special for you!!! A few special biscuits my dear Cracker made! I originally asked him to make them for me since he doesn't like handing them out to others, so psssst this will be our little secret ;) I made sure to probably seal the box so they wouldn't go bad, and his biscuits are more resistant than the average anyway so hopefully they'll arrive in one piece!!!

Thank you so much for the letter and I can't wait to hear from you- or see you- again❤💜❤

With much love, the new Lady of Biscuits Island-

Explanation ermmm

Chamomile is a self insert (obviously if you haven’t noticed) and the largest aspect of myself I’ve projected onto her is my OCD related attachment issues/anxiety disorder. Her attachment figure or person is Judgment boy (they are also in love 😼. Self shipping.. waow..) but basically despite the fact they are actually in a very healthy relationship and mutually care for one and other, Chamomiles unhealthy attachment to him is well. Unhealthy. Working on a short fic about it rn to both work as stress relief and to explain on how her nerves act up when separated from JB . I know cages are usually used as representations for someone being trapped in an abusive situation, but with Chamomile it’s sort of the opposite . She’s not stuck because of anything JB has done, but because of her own disordered mind and inability to healthily handle her disability. Therefore drawing her in his little cage is meant to represent how she is constantly stuck to him, even if not in the conventional way that’s represented. Judgment boy loves her very much and they r cutesy together he treats her very well shes just a little messed up in the head