#implied frex

What happened to me? You'd never believe it if I told you. He was the one. The only one. And all of it was thrown away in a singular moment. Love only exists because you believe it to be, it isn't really true. For love never really did happen to me, nor will it ever happen. I was a fool, a selfish fool, one driven by the distant feeling of comfort I felt when I was around him. Had I not been so reckless, so self centered... No, I was not centered around myself, my sole existence was made to center him. Here I am now, rotting to death, decomposing in what was once his domain, a place that had long grown cold and empty and dead, and too soon will I.