#implied evanstan

I sincerely adore you anon, for giving me this excuse to think about Chris' body for a productive reason for once.

(Bicep post: here)

I think Chris loves a lot, a lot about himself but he is human still so not everything. However this is about positivity and so here we go-

And this is gonna sound bias of me if you've been around on Tumblr here anon, but, I like to think that he has come to appreciate his hands. Not just because we all love them but I think his face and chest/abs are commented on so often that he probably isn't enthused by those parts of himself all that much y'know. Plus those part of his body are parts that he has worked so damn hard on that he's prideful of himself for working, he's not just in love with those parts of himself without that pride. Pride and love are two different things in his mind.

So, back to his hands... I imagine that probably when he first started getting famous and stuff that he cringed at himself for multiple reasons because no one is ready to see all of their habits like that but he saw himself using his hands so much that he nearly smacked people in the face and it stuck out to him. It’s not something that a lot of guys do. But then the longer he's been in the spotlight he's just accepted it. He's made peace with his hands and he loves them now for many reasons.

He enjoys that he can easily cradle and hold another person's hand in his because his are so big.

He loves touching people. Things.

He loves sensation and his hands carry those sensations to his brain. He loves holding his partner(s) close with his hands, especially when he can get a lot of their waist or leg cradled in just one hand. He loves petting his partners. He melts when his partner reaches to hold his hand and eventually just starts playing with his fingers- the whole thing where your partner moves your fingers or makes them bend or just explores your hand, y’know?

He loves the look of his hands too. He likes how they fit the rest of his body.

Beyond that though, I think he really, embarrassingly enough, learned to love his hands through sex. He's always gotten lewd comments on his hands and how they could take people apart but he never paid attention until after he noticed his habit of talking with his hands and starting feeling a little off with his hands. He never hated his hands, he just wasn't that grateful for their habit of moving when he speaks.

But. He revels in every explicit compliment in an attempt to make himself come to peace with their movement. Blushing and ducking his head into his partners stomach as he fingers them open. Kissing their stomach to distract them from him. Groaning more than a little himself as they tell him how good his fingers feel inside them. Moaning and gasping, sputtering about how thick they are, stretching their body deliciously. How long they are, curling deep, deep inside their body. How good he is with knowing where to press and move and stretch his fingers- pulling them so easily to the edge that it seems almost accidental. They always ask for more from him. Cumming on just his fingers. Praising his talent.

Yeah, Chris has come to love his hands.