#imnotdoingokay

bc everything could be going great but i always seem to find a way to fuck it all up.

today my friend said something i didnt like. i was opening up to her about some things that have been going on and she says 'trust me, ive had it ten times worse'. then our other friend asks about my depression and my other friend says 'they dont have depression, they just have a shitty life'. i confronted her about it and she made shit excuses saying that a girl was listening. i dont know how to feel about it tbh.

im not doing okay. im not sure if anyone will see this but thats okay. i just need to get my feelings out one way or another. A lot of drama has been going on with my family. My mother relapsed recently and stole a ring from me that had very sentimental value. My cousin was caught smoking weed so now her mom (my aunt) is accusing me of getting her hooked even though ive never smoked anything in my life. She said im going to be just like my mother and that im nothing. My guardian didnt say anything. She just stood there. I tried talking to my friend about it but she just makes everything all about her and invalidates my feelings. its all just so overwhelming for me. i just want to know if anyone is going through something similar.