#imhurtinginside

I'm in the business of not believing a thing you say. Consistent contradictions fill the space between your words and your actions. The fact that I live in my own world doesn't help much. Some days are simply spectacular, other days the confusion and pain that stirs within my soul is unbearable. I want to lay my plight at your feet and surrender to all that you are but a las you aren't mine and my simple sorrows aren't you're to carry. I am in the business of not believing in a single word you say because most times it is just lip service, words said to calm the aching in my heart. I'm asking you not to do me any favors, I have become a custom to living with this pain. Each day it gets harder and somehow I survive.