#imfallingslowly

Someone please come save me..

The more I want to forget you, the more our moment coming through.

I'm so conflicted tonight. On one hand, she's on my mind for the first time in a long time. I don't want to tell you though. I just can't tell you how much it hurts that she's with someone else. Especially because it shouldn't. I know she is endless destruction. She spoke of me the same way, she told me I was different. I almost feel sorry for her; she will never feel what you have made me feel. On the other, my thoughts are filled with you. How you say my name with such conviction, how you smile that smile that makes my heart leap. You're the first one to ever motivate me to be a better me, for me. I look into your eyes, I feel your touch, and I realize that this pain has been worth it. You are the one I've been waiting for. Sweetheart you are the sun, and you are brightening my days.