#imagine wonjun

You were beautiful, so beautiful to him. He hated that you felt exhausted. He hated it even more that he couldn’t do anything about it. He hated that he couldn’t be there and carry the burden for you. His dream had always been that. His dream had always been to be by your side and carry your burdens with you. The two of you together, forever. The two of you together, as more than friends. He knew that you didn’t see him that way. He was sure of it. Or at least that’s what he thought. He was sure that you liked someone else. He was sure that he wasn’t your type. He thought that you probably liked someone like his members. Maybe someone like wonhyuk or seungyeop. It made him insecure and sad. That was also the reason that the two of you werent hanging out that much. He didn’t want you to visit him and his members too much. Because maybe you would fall in love with one of them. Someone that wasn’t him.

You noticed him suddenly turning quiet and him only staring at you. You looked at him confused. ”wonjun?” you let out but he was still in his thoughts. ”wonjun what’s wrong?” still no response to you talking to him. You were starting to get worried. He was lost in thoughts and in the beauty infront of him that he could never have. ”wonjun you are worri-” your words were cut off by him. “Have I ever told you how beautiful you are?” escaped his lips. His words shocked the both of you. His shocked expression, relaxed quickly. He wasn’t embarrassed by telling you the truth. You on the other hand was a bit caught off guard by the sudden words. ”um-well..not really.” You let out not knowing what else to say. Of course he had given you compliment before but not something like that. ”you are extremly beautiful.” he said and he noticed you burrying your face into his side. He let out another chuckle at your actions. He found it cute. ”thank you..” you let out, coming out all muffled from your face being burried into his side. ”ah- come on y/n..don’t be shy. It’s just me.” He was smiling at your reaction. Just him? Your best friend and long time crush. It was easy for him to say. ”yes i know but still..I wasn’t expecting it.” You said.

”l’ll carry you..” he suddenly let out. ”huh?” You said to him being shocked about his sudden request. You shaked your head no. ”come on..it will be fun..” he said as he started to hold into you, ready to carry you. ”wonjun-” you didn’t even get to finish your word before he was starting to lift you. You hated being carried but there was no point in fighting wonjun. He was too strong to win in a fight about this. ”wonjuuun..” you said while he was smiling ear to ear. ”if you drop me-” you wanted to treaten him but he was only lauging. ”I would never drop you..” he said looking up at you who was now on his back. You finally relaxed and put your head in the crook of his neck. ”I missed you” you said to him and he looked down at the ground. ” i missed you too.” He said knowing it was his fault. ”You never let me come to watch you practice.” you said which made him guilty. ”yeah-..” he said cutting himself off. ”why don’t want me there..” you asked him curious. ”it’s not that i don’t want to.” he explained. ”then why? I promise i won’t be embarrassing..” you said making him stop in his tracks. He knew about you being insecure about being embarrassing. You had always felt that way. You looked at him when stopped and he let you down. ”what happened?” You asked at him. He turned around to face you while he grabbed your hands. ”you never have to think that you will ever be that to me okay? you are not embarrassing, you hear me? I have told you to never say that..ever.” He said to you which made you look down. ” i know that but-” you started. ”no buts. I don’t want you to ever think about yourself that way..” he said. You nod at his words still looking down. ”then why?” You let out.

He understood why you would think that even if he didn’t want you to. Everytime you brought coming over up, he would come up with something. He hated that he had made you think that he was embarrassed of you. He was only insecure and now he had made you feel the same. ”The truth is..” he started, scared of the outcome. However it was worth it if it meant that you would stop thinking that way. ”you are the most important person in my life. I really like you. more than a friend..” he said waiting to see your reaction. You looked confused and it was making him regret saying something. ”i don’t understa-” you started but he cut you off. ”let me say everything and then i’ll let you talk. Is that okay?” He asked you, wanting you to hear him out before you would reject him. ”so me really liking you, meaning i want you. And that i love you…made me insecure. You know..i know that you would never like me because I’m not your type. I didnt want you to get close to my members because i wouldn’t be able to live with seeing the person that i love, love someone else and absolutely not my friends.” he said to you. He wanted to throw up. He was shaking and his eyes was getting watery. ”I didn’t want to loose you..and I hate that I made you feel like that y/n. I really am. When you reject me..we can still be friends right?” Tears were streaming down his cheeks and his while body was shaking. ”right?” He said to you. You had noticed that he was crying and you were now only focusing on that. Your hands moved from his to his cheeks instead. ”don’t cry wonjun..” you said while wiping away his tears. It wasn’t stoping. You were panicking, completely forgetting about telling him you loved him too. For you that was obvious, but he had no clue that he was the one you also wanted. ”wonjun- please stop crying. You are not loosing me!” You raised your voice and the boy as you brought him into your chest, trying your best to comfort him. ”I love you too wonjun. More than a friend. I really do.” You said to him which made him look at you. ”you do?” He sniffled while trying to control his tears. You nod your head at his question. ”you are not just saying that to make me stop crying?” He asked you. You let out a chuckle. ”wonjun..I’m yours. You are everything I want. I love you.” you said to him. He was smiling, his cheeks still wet from the tears. You leaned into to place a peck on his lips. He smiled at you before he kissed you.

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