#imafuck

I have officially regain access to my account!! I had forgotten the password. and forgotten the password for the email account this is linked to. And forgotten the password for the email account that is used to reset the email account this is linked to. 

in the process of basically ruining another marriage

Somedays I feel like a little bit of a fuck. Others I feel like kind of a fuck. Then there are days like today where I just feel like a complete and utter fuck.

I'm so done. I'm stressed to the max. I can't deal with this anymore . I know what I want but I can't get it. I hate not being in control . screw all of this . I'm sorry for being such a bad friend . I really do love you, but I cant be there for you right now. I have to deal with my own problems. What the fuck is wrong with me