#imaaddict

I do the same fucking bullshit everyday like literally and im always fucking in my room and isolated and fuck man or if I’m not alone im with my best friend smoking dope in the same house that my family lives in. I honestly thought that moving here and getting to start over would be my saving grace and before my house was even put together I was shooting up in the driveway and my justification is…

it’s moms birthday today she would of been 57 years old and I know the kids are just fucking sad as fuck and have been since she died. I’m still smoking meth and I just blew through 30,000 dollars again and I got a 13000 from Fema for the fucking rv out front I paid a new lawyer 7500 fucking dollars and still owe him another 7500 and I paid 2200 for his truck to get out of the shop and then 2800…