and if i drew some "what-if" designs for sydney in anticipation of the chaos theory trailer. what then

imagine having a secret language with your f/o, inside phrases and words and gestures and looks understood by only you and them. secret signals to the other when you're hungry, when you're tired, when it's time to go home. the way they look at you when they're confused, when they're excited, when they're trapped in a conversation with someone they don't want to be talking to. repeated quotes and jokes that make you burst into laughter but don’t seem to be as funny to anyone else because they don’t know the context. ways of you and them finding each other, communicating with each other, checking in with one another. even if you're in a crowd. even if you're on opposite sides of the room. being so comfortable and familiar with each other that your instinct when anything happens is to acknowledge it together.

update: @clamay Murdered me. With that gosh darn cute face of hers

I had orientation with my boss today and I really don’t know how I’m gunna work with him. He’s SO cute and the whole time I just wanted to smoosh his face and hold his hand