am i a bad person for wanting someone to talk to me consistently and regularly..?

i can't take it anymore. i need to be touched and cuddled and kissed. i wanna be held. i want someone to run their hands along my skin. i want my shoulders and neck kissed while being spooned. i want someone to hold my face in their hands while they call me their good girl. my body aches every time i think about being touched. im so sick of being single, of being lonely.

One time as a baby I would casually stop breathing or/ pass out. The doctors did a check up on me apparently and never got back to my mother on what was wrong with me. To this day they still forget about me but no longer. In 3-69 business days.

anyone wanna... become best friends and bond over mutual love of dorian and alistair? hit me up and we can both be emotionally unstable together

can the universe plop a romantic interest in front of me real quick thanks ..