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Send me a ā for me to describe a favorite rp character of mine.
Amycus Carrow.
Honestly I could wax lyrical at you for h o u r s about how much I adore Am, but Iāll try and keep this short. Ultimately, Amycus is a bad personĀ ā way deep down inside, what little good there is is what Iāve termedĀ āselfish goodnessā: that is to say, he isnātĀ a good person, but to people he loves, people heās close to, he isĀ a very good, very loyal, very decent human being. Heās (over)protective, heās caring, heās lovingĀ ā he loves so much, but there are only a very, very small amount of people heās ever loved. (For IL!Am thatās Alecto, Lucius, Rabastan and Regulus (and later the kids shut up Reg lives); for TM!Am thatās Alecto (eVEN THOUGH THEY HATE EACH OTHER *cries for a million years*) and Vespera.)
But heās also very, very flawed ā maybe due to his upbringing and home environment, maybe just due to his nature, but either way he is fundamentally a bad person. He enjoys hurting people, he enjoys killing people. And he knowsĀ thatās wrong, he does, but that doesnāt mean he doesnāt crave it. It doesnāt mean heās strong enough to resist the urge to lash out, to hurt someone.
One of the few things we know about Amycus from canon is that heās a coward. And I love that aspect of him ā I love how heās so strong and yet so weak, so focused on himself and the few close to him and no one else, so damaged and repressed and unable to cope with that. Heās notĀ strong; heās reckless, heāll fucking fight you, heās determined and cock-sure enough that the flight reflex will never win out; but put him in a situation he canātĀ fight his way out of? Heāll fold. Heāll do anythingĀ to get out, and he hatesĀ that, he hates that heāll never, ever be brave, but heās come to terms with it. Heās accepted it.
Iāll end this here, because itās already way longer than I intended, but honestly Amycus is my fave character of all time ever and Iāll word vomit at you forever if you let me
Hereās his tag if you, too, are Am trash
Send me a ⣠for me to describe a favorite rp ship of someone elseās.
Honestly I am trashĀ for @pomonawrites, @thabutlerdidit and Godotās Frank/Alice/Moody ot3. Itās so beautiful and it hasnāt even happened yet and I need it and I cry a little (metaphorically, of course, since I am a cold-hearted bitch) every time it gets brought up in the Skype chat because I just love it so much okay
Legit though just everything that goes on at @tempora-mutantur-rp is perfection and deserves your undivided attention at all times
Send me a ⦠for me to describe a plot that Iāve been wanting to do.
See here
But thatās kinda a cop out so Iāll describe another one for you too anon. I really reallyĀ want a blood oath plot tbh ā give me fantasy, give me an unstable kingdom on the verge of war, a cold-hearted bitch of a Crown Prince and his general who hate each other forced to work together (bonus points if the generalās also assigned as his bodyguard bc thereās a rival kingdom trying to assassinate the royal bloodline) and hating every single second of it and thereās so much sexual tension the whole time but at the same time they cannotĀ stand each otherĀ but then by the end the general pLEDGES HIS LIFE TO THE PRINCE and I just I am w e a kĀ for this okay (spoiler alert I might have just described the premise for a Carblack fic Iām working on but shhh)
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