#illness tw

name.　fraser (fray-zer) jude swords.　nickname(s).　give him one!　age.　twenty-seven.　birthday.　august 26th.　birth place.　rhyolite, nevada.　gender.　cis man.　sexuality.　bisexual.　pronouns.　he/him.　height.　6'1" .　oppucation. horse wranger for a rescue nonprofit (started by his fiance), former influencer (since childhood).

mother.　birth mother, unknown.  jessa swords (n.ludlow),  mommy-blogger / columnist.　father.　birth father, unknown.  bernard ‘bowie’ swords,  ranch hand.　siblings.　various – all adopted.　children.　none thank the heavens.　pets.　dorry,  4yr old chesapeak bay retriever.　significant other.　wanted connection – soon. 

‼️ warnings for:  foster care / adoption, illness and cause of disability (hearing loss), child exploitation (in the form of first gen youtube vlogging / mommyblogging). 

ABANDONMENT,  FOSTER  CARE,  SICK  INFANT  TW      /       a  safe  haven  baby,  fraser  was  already  sick  when  his  mother  left  him  at  the  hospital  door  —  name  attached  to  the  sticky  note  and  no  one  to  be  found,  he  was  quickly  placed  into  the  nevada  foster  care  system.   diagnosed  with  meningitis  at  the  age  of  two  months  old,  fraser  would  deal  with  the  lasting  effects  for  the  rest  of  his  life. 

his  new  mom  jessa,  and  dad,  bowie,  would  do  everything  they  could  to  help  him  adjust.  jessa  come  from  a  long  line  of  do  whatever  i  want  money,  using  it  to  fulfill  her  dreams  of  passing  down  knowledge  from  one  mother  to  another.  her  column,  mom's  the  word,  was  printed  in  various  parenting  magazines  throughout  the  united  states  and  abroad.  bowie  is  a  semi-known  cattle  shower  and  ranch  hand,  raising  his  kids  on  the  farm  inherited  to  him  from  generations  in  nevada. 

fraser  grew  up  on  the  vast  land  –  acres  of  spooling  hills  in  the  minden,  nevada  area,  learning  from  his  father  and  uncles  how  best  to  treat  animals  and  the  space  around  them.  throughout  this  time,  fras  became  infatuated  with  horses.  how  they  run  free,  how  strong  and  powerful  they  are.  he  became  obsessed  with  learning  every  single  thing  about  it.

EXPLOTATION  TW      /      by  the  time  fraser  was  9  years  old,  his  life  had  already  been  blasted  across  various  early-wed  platforms  for  the  world  to  see.  his  mom  discovered  vlogging  when  youtube  was  still  in  the  early  aughts,  and  fraser  didn't  know  how  bad  it  could  become.   family  vacations  only  done  for  content,  a  move  to  los  angeles  to  create  a  content  space  that  was  bought  out  by  a  larger  company.  he  didn't  know  what  was  going  on  –  reaping  the  benefits  of  it  instead  of  thinking  about  it  too  much.  as  he  grew  older,  he  wanted  his  privacy.  there  was  no  reason  his  first  kiss  was  caught  on  camera,  no  reason  for  people  to  be  able  to  figure  out  where  he  went  to  school;  fraser  began  to  pull  away  from  his  mother,  and  she  began  to  pull  him  forward.  the  idea  of  going  to  college  couldn't  come  soon  enough.

despite  family  vlogging  long  becoming  something  seen  as  dangerous  and  nasty  (rightfully  so),  fraser  knows  that  his  mother  craves  attention  first  and  foremost  –  so  she's  adapted  to  the  times.  now  she  does  tiktok  and  instagram  reels,  but  thankfully,  all  of  her  children  have  seen  the  light  and  essentially  left  her  to  her  own  devices. 

fraser  attended  colorado  state  university  on  a  full-free  (thanks,  football)  and  attended  for  equine  science  with  a  promise  of  having  a  job  back  home  on  the  farm  when  he's  done.  it  wasn't  that  simple.  attempts  his  own  influencer  career  of  the  back  of  his  mother,  mostly  about  nature  and  animals  (yes  i'm  stealing  the  hit  tiktok  sensation  “what's  inside  that  rock?”),  but  became  bored  of  it  rather  quickly  despite  his  success  (even  if  it  is  nepotism-esque  in  nature.  he  deserves  it.) 

things  came  to  a  head  with  jessa  when  fraser  had  spent  a  few  years  back  at  home:  graduated  with  is  degree,  and  frankly,  did  not  want  to  go  back  home  —  but  he  said  he  would,  and  fraser  jude  sticks  to  his  words.  she's  nagging,  his  father  is  growing  tired  of  it,  and  so  is  everyone  else. 

began  to  spiral  out  of  control  a  bit  —  heavily  leaning  on  his  long-distance  partner,  spending  all  of  his  time  working  and  planning  for  his  next  visit  to  see  them.  it's  a  drunken  4  am  when  he  gets  the  next  idea:  figure  out  where  i  came  from.  it  was  offhanded,  and  stupid  maybe,  but  fraser  is  not  the  type  of  guy  to  get  an  idea  and  let  it  go.  quite  the  opposite. 

hours  turn  into  days,  days  into  months,  months  into  about  2  years  —  and  during  the  time,  things  with  his  partner  became  serious  enough  that  when  he  finally  tracked  down  his  birth  mother  to  …  willow  glen,  which  also  happened  to  be  his  partners  hometown…  it  was  a  done  deal.  packing  up  and  leaving  his  beloved  farm  behind  with  intent  to  return  someday  (he  still  misses  you,  seabiscuit),  fraser  and  his  partner  got  a  place  at  the  oaks,  ready  to  play  detective  and  hopeful  that  maybe  this  time  things  will  go  right.

                                                           🐎        yeehaw….

due to the meningitis as an infant, fraser has moderate bilateral hearing loss: hearing loss in both ears. for perspective, in a quiet library or resturant he likely will not be able to follow a conversation. fraser learned sign language at a young age but still prefers verbal speech. it just takes him a bit longer to grasp the conversation. he's trying his best thank u <3

no longer an influencer; while he technically only was through out a few broken years of college, it didn't matter to him – he hates the idea of being known in such a public manner that it gives him nightmares to this day. will be extremely hesitant around cameras and the like. the accounts are still up, but he changed the password as to not log in. he has a private instagram and tiktok and thats IT!

obsessed with horses and spent a majority of his life around them, but is comfortable with all other animals as well. he loves wolves, dogs, beavers and cats.

lowkey a girly pop <3 loves pop music and cuddly items and is generally a very chill guy; gives good advice but never follows it, obsessed with stationary for some reason?, loves pop-rock 2000's music but also dad rock (he's a big daughtry fan), and has a very specific candle he found over a decade at tjmaxx that he won't ever burn again because he's scared it'll never be found. rip

solely wears carhartt. fucking walking tractor supply co ad right here

personality  wise,      he's  extremely  friendly  and  outgoing,  but  tends  to  shy  away  from  strong  personalities.  it's  given  chihuahua  vs  pitbull  energy.  attracts  the  people  who  don't  have  a  lot  of  friends,  and  tries  to  be  there  for  everyone  he  can.  has  a  very  very  very  big  heart  thats  too  big  for  his  body.  is  a  big  dramatic  cry  baby.

               🐎        i  wouldn't  wanna  do  it  with  anybody  else

FIANCE:       this person is 26-28, they likely met at college but i'd be down for otherwise too. they're his bestiepop and are originally from willow glen. i'm super open and will likely make this a wc on da main, but :B

BIRTH MOTHER:   this person is likely 50+, though i'm open to anything. fraser has spent the last 2-3 years of his life tracking them down to willow glen, hoping and praying to god that they want a relationship with him (he's a mamas boy deep down). another wc for the main but … :B

FRIENDS:           yay!

ENEMIES:           :(