#illalwaysbehere

Sweetheart, I had no idea that this was what time of year this was. I am so sorry. No one should ever have to go through that especially when you’re young. That is incredibly painful. I know people who have committed suicide but not well enough to where it really affects me. Baby I will always be here for you no matter what. Always here to listen, always here if you need to cry and someone to talk to, always here even if you need someone to cry with. When I saw your post I just about started balling, I had no idea and I felt horrible. The thought of how much pain you must be in kills me. I wish there was something I could do to stop your pain although I know there probably isn’t and I’m sorry. But I will forever always be here to at least make you smile even if it’s for a tenth of second and you deny you smiled at all. I want you to be happy.... I know it seems like I’m so far away right but no matter the restrictions against us I am still yours and will forever be by your side. I now know how sad of a time this part of the year is for you and I will never forget. This is important, and I should always be ready for it for the rest of our lives. I need to be there for you always. I love you babygirl, and if you ever need to pull me aside somewhere to talk to me, to tell me how you feel please do it. I don’t care what people think. I need to be there for you in especially hard times like these. It’s not a secret to anybody that my heart is yours. Baby I just want to say that I’m sorry, I love you oh so dearly, and I will always, ALWAYS be here for you even in the worst of times. Even if we’re just crying in eachothers arms like we did in my dream last night (I swear it was foreshadowing) I will be there. I will be there for you and only you. You are my priority and you are the love of my life, the love of my everlasting life. 

I love you so much Princess, forever and always.

~Daddy