Jul 21
Who you’re supposed to be reeks and is unclean. When your past scabs over youll be a better lover, pull at the healing wound more. Corner yourself in your own head and youre as good as dead. But its in youre own head. No one will see you different or even the same. No one sees you at all. Even as you crawl and crawl and crawl they perpetuate the image of your illusion. Concrete confidence, itll break when dry.
#i have a headache when i want something#when i look the change my brain burning and ill churn up blanks#the same mistakes i see in its face will grown unto my own#ill comb#and comb#until its thrown out#you arnt a man#nobody you know will understand#lend the hand to the deeper depths#a good deed down the drain to rake its self down
