#ihjoohyun

✉: for a 2 am message

( msg : joo ) call me richard because i just got DICKED the fuck down 🍆( msg : joo ) i feel so powerful. my asthma didn’t flare up or anything( msg : joo ) me and little jin are sleeping happy tonight

↻: for an unsent message

( msg : joo ) so apparently there’s no men’s section at victoria’s secret but it felt good so i bought some stuff anyway

✖: for an angry/threatening message

( msg : joo ) i swear to god if you watch one more netflix show without me i’m gonna snap( msg : joo ) now i have to watch it by myself which means there’s NO ONE to explain the plot twists to me( msg : joo ) you’re a selfish bitch!

❤: for a loving/affectionate message

( msg : joo ) i love you so much.... like so so much... and i’m not saying this because i took your oversized crop top even though it looks better on me... i’m saying this because i really do love you 💕💕💕💕( msg : joo ) i think i’m in love with you??? oh my god i’m crying??( msg : joo ) never mind i just had dust in my eye but i do love you 💕💕

❧: for a drunk message

( msg : joo ) BICTH!!!!( msg : joo ) they’re paying ou r song !!!!!( msg : joo ) PRPISCUIS HIRL( msg : joo ) TESING ME YOU KNIW ( msg : joo ) WNT AN GOT

☀: for a morning message

( msg : joo ) hey you 🦃turkey🦃 lurkey slut👅👅. it’s 🍂HOEvember🍂. you know what that means❓ 🕖time🕐 to gobble👏 gobble👏 gobble👏 on a big ol😜😜 dick👌💋. back in 1️⃣4️⃣9️⃣2️⃣, our main bitch💁💁 Christopher Columbus👦🏻 and those slutty👙👠 pilgrims🏊🏊 had to 💦💦cum💦💦 2️⃣ America⛵️⛵️⛵️⚓️ in search🕵 of new dicks to suck🐓🐓🐓. send this to 1️⃣0️⃣ of your sluttiest pilgrim 🌽🌽 bitches or you won’t get any 💦gravy💦 this year. Get 5️⃣ back and you’re a mashed potato hoe😟😟. get 1️⃣0️⃣ back and you’re a sexy stuffing slut😽😽. happy 🦃cock🐓 gobbling👄 thursday and get ready for big ◼️BLACK◼️ dick 🎅🏿FRIDAY🎅🏿

☁: for a message not meant for you

( msg : joo ) oh captain my captain 😚😚( msg : joo ) i just found a copy of an essay you wrote and you’re so smart i started to cry( msg : joo ) send me a hot pic of you i miss you 😉👅( msg : joo ) ok that wasn’t for you but you can send one if you want

☂: for a scared/concerned message

↻ for an unsent message

( kkt : assistant bae ) » thank you for always clearing up after me( kkt : assistant bae ) » with my files and books and shit and everything( kkt : assistant bae ) » it means a lot( kkt : assistant bae ) » even if i know youre doing it for th

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2 AM TEXT (✉)

(KKT—배주현) Am I allowed to come in or do you have company.(KKT—배주현) Nope nevermind got my answer, catch you later! 

UNSENT TEXT (↻)

(KKT—배주현) I couldn’t keep my eyes off of you. 

ANGRY/THREATENING TEXT (✖)

(KKT—배주현) Really, Joohyun? Really?(KKT—배주현) The pastor just walked past me the second you sent that(KKT—배주현) How the fuck am I supposed to explain this

LOVING/AFFECTIONATE TEXT (❤) 

(KKT—배주현) You did great, keep up the good work 💖

DRUNK TEXT (❧)

(KKT—배주현) This club fukcing sucks(KKT—배주현) Wich u were here

MORNING TEXT (☀)

(KKT—배주현) Can’t, I’ve got a full schedule today. Have fun without me! 

TEXT NOT MEANT FOR YOU (☁)

(KKT—배주현) Sounds pretty kinky. Go for it. (KKT—배주현)  Oh my god Joo that wasn’t meant for you don’t try that you will die

SCARED/CONCERNED TEXT (☂)  

@ihjoohyun

jaebum wouldn’t say he’s close to a lot of jinyoung’s friends. sure he’s given most of them rides – or seen them during recitals but being a bit socially awkward, he’s always found it a bit hard to connect with most of them – or a bit hard to start any conversations. but he knew that shying away from most of them would leave a bad impression among jinyoung’s friends, and jaebum being raised to fear being disliked by anyone found himself somehow entangled with helping one of jinyoung’s friends joohyun find a job.

of course, he can’t recall how he came across this information. perhaps during his various trips to picking up jinyoung and joohyun he had overheard their conversation. but that didn’t really matter now did it ?  because the law student found himself settled at some café not to far from campus, waiting for the ballet dancer to arrive. he honestly didn’t mind – after all what could go wrong with helping someone find a job.

✉ → 2 am message

[ txt → 주현 ]: ik u only go to the best parties

[ txt  → 주현 ]: but could u swing by the football after party in the next hr?

[ txt  → 주현 ]: kinda nervous abt how this one’s gonna turn out lol

[ txt  → 주현 ]: and no one turns up like u do 😊

❧ → drunk message

[ txt  → 주현 ]: do u htink jennies ago od kisser

[ txt  → 주현 ]: fcuk i bet shesa grwat kiser

[ txt  → 주현 ]: am i a goddkissr??

[ txt  → 주현 ]: 😭

☁ → message not meant for you

[ txt  → 주현 ]: dude if u want her number just ask her urself

[ txt  → 주현 ]: oh wait

[ txt  → 주현 ]: yeah hey lol

text meme: accepting  ( x )

Send ↻ for an unsent message

( kkt: joohyun ): so uh can you like help me find a gift for jin ?

Send ✖ for an angry/threatening message

( kkt: joohyun ):  wait how far is this party ?

( kkt: joohyun ): do you knOW how long that will take me to get there

send ☂ for a scared/concerned message

please go slowly / i want to feel every move you make -- 

@ihjoohyun​

"but what does it mean when it's like that but there's no hands. like it's just a heated kiss and nothing more -- does it mean 'i want to smash' or 'i would like to smash at another time that isn't now' because it's really confusing."

he pulls away, wipes at his lips before he stands and heads towards the mirror.

"maybe i should dress a little riskier," he tells her, glad that he's locked his roommate out of the dorm so he has the privacy to have her over, to lounge in underwear and a shirt that ends too soon, that he lifts up to check his profile in the mirror. sometimes his body feels foreign, like it isn't real, isn't there; a prison of something beyond thought, a slew of emotion. so he runs his hand over his stomach, lifts his heels, watches his body work and function -- hopes that it's real.

and the settings don't help: he drapes pink fairy lights around his bed to welcome joohyun, and music plays, slow, ambient, sing something about sex and dancing and other lyrics he can't understand but feels creep under his skin. when they say music is a language in itself, this is what he imagines it to be; a touch; a caress; the bridge climbing up his spine; the chorus wrapped around his neck.

joohyun, as unreal as ever, glimmers from his bed and jinyoung wonders if he's dreaming her, too.