#ihavetogoon

On the outside it’s easy to seem put together but inside I’m dying and breaking over everything

But if I don’t stay strong everyone who depends on me won’t be able to

So I can't break down 

I'm letting all of this baggage go because I couldn't carry you any longer. I don't care how nice you came off to me because I knew that when I left you spoke lies and deceit. As for you peppy friend, you were a good friend. However, there was something that wasn't sitting right. You spoke bad about someone that was going farther then you, you entitled common classes and talents to be "your thing" when it wasn't necessary.  You told me that you were a saint and yet you doubted gods credibility. 

God warned me about slimy soft spoken demons, but I didn't listen. Its better that it happened this way then any other way. Regardless our friendship would have ended, no more "besties". I'm moving on, and I'm tired of being your mentor. We are the same age, you have a car and a job, yet I have more common sense and punctuality. 

Most importantly I realized that our friendship was a test and I have passed it. Believe it or not the enemy used  you to destroy me and he did not succeed.

All I'm saying is that friendships aren't meant to last forever, and every time my mind glances your way I turn it somewhere else. Some place worth while because you aren't worth my time or energy.

God has shown me your ways and I decided to expose my maturity by not even engaging into your existence (messages), well it was better then telling you off.

You may not see where I'm coming from and I'm not going to explain it.