March 19, 2014 @ 6:32 PM
i recently moved. Away from all of my friends and family. I honestly just feel so alone right now. I have this terrible feeling of sadness in the pit of my stomach and i cant do anything to get rid of it, so i just cry. I cry until I canโt anymore and then i sit and think of all the better things in life that have happened before i moved, but that only makes things worse. The only outcome of absolutely anything I do is just sad. I literally cannot handle it anymore. I was never good at handling sadness. My grandma died a couple of months ago, and on top of that my dad nearly went to rehab for drug abuse. Its just that right now there is too much sadness accumulated in one area of my life, and itโs truly the worst feeling anyone could experience, i hate it.