#ifyouareafraidofheights

WHO IS LENA GOING TO FALL IN LOVE WITH?!

WHAT ABOUT FRED?! DID HE DIE? I HOPE HE WAS IN THE STUDY WHEN THE BOMB WENT OFF AND THE LAST THING HE SAW WAS THE BLUEBEARD PAINTING. 

WHAT ABOUT TACK? HE LOVED RAVEN MORE THAN ANYTHING. HE NEEDS HER. SHE DIED IN THE MOST UNDIGNIFIED WAY. SHE DESERVED TO GO OUT FIGHTING. I MEAN, YEAH, IT WAS BEAUTIFUL THAT SHE TOOK A BULLET FOR PIPPA, BUT NOOOO :(

FREAKING LU. HOW COULD SHE THAT IDIOT. I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE'D DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT. SCUM.

WHAT KIND OF A SICK PERSON LEAVES THEIR OWN DAUGHTER TO FEND FOR THEMSELVES IN THE MIDDLE OF A FIRE. I HATE AUNT CAROL AND JENNIE. THEY ARE THE WORST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD AND IM SO GLAD THAT GRACIE STARTED THE FIRE. MAYBE CAROL AND JENNIE WERE STILL IN THE HOUSE. that was mean, but i hate them.

CASSANDRA. I HOPE YOU GOT OUT ALIVE BBY. YOU AREN'T CRAZY. FRED IS A SICK BASTARD.

I hope if Lena doesn't get with Julian in the end (NOT THAT WE'LL EVER KNOW OR ANYTHING, SHOUT OUT TO LAUREN OLIVER) Julian will find someone for himself. I feel like deep down, he knows that Lena was still in love with Alex. maybe he'll be understanding like Coral was.

IM AFRAID TO READ THE ALEX CHAPTER BECAUSE I SKIMMED IT AND IT IS GOING TO MAKE ME EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE.

okay...I think i'm done now...I've been emotionally attached to this book series for like almost 3 years now, so I've got a right to be the literal definition of a pile of tears and anger at the moment.