i just wanna be cute and pretty and hot and sexy but i dont wanna attract even more attention than i already get as a trans woman and i dont want to be seen as one of those trans girls "making up for lost time" and "dressing childish" just bc i like cute pink girly things
hyperfemininity as a tgirl is such a tough rope to walk bc you can very easily fall into so many traps that make you look More Visible, More Eggy, More Childish...
i guess part of it is that i need to stop trying to control how others view me and just let them have their own opinions, but also, as a trans woman, it's really dangerous out here and i do have to keep those things in mind so i dont get beaten again... or worse...













