#idfkwhatimdoing

Taking a hiatus threw me off big time, and now i’m struggling to do anything. It’s more of a struggle when I don’t actually know who wants me to reply to things. I want to get back to writing Stiles and my other canon characters, but I seriously need help with this. I need to know who actually wants to write with me, even if you have to yell it at me, i just need to know.

Emotionally and mentally I’m a mess right now because of my personal life, and I’m like grasping at anything as a distraction. But being this desperate for something to distract me, results in my staring really lost at drafts, and doubting that anyone wants to put up with me. My brain is really fuzzy and...idk lost really seems like the only word I can use. I don’t want to go on hiatus, but I don’t want to stay really open to anyone, because new people are overwhelming me too, but I want to be selective so things stay chill. Honestly, if you’re a new follower, just speak to me first before wanting to start stuff. It gives me an idea of what i’m doing, instead of me panicking that you need me to do things but I don’t really know what you want??

Basically, if you want to write with me, and you’re wiling to be patient af with me, then just like this, send me and ask, IM me, or something idk. Because right now I really don’t know what I’m doing, and need that point in the right direction.