Iβve started to see random changes in reality.
It feels like looking at an old film where they have spots of white or black seeping into view except itβs my Dr. Iβve also increasingly noticed- when I work out (started again just to be more connected to my drself) Iβve found myself thinking like how my drself would or really just reminding myself of how I/my drself is.
Examples:
when Iβm doing endurance training on the walking pad, when I turn it on max Iβve realized itβs made running really easy. Hell I even felt that immense happiness when I push myself like my drself does. I normally do NOT enjoy running or working out but my entire attitude towards it has shifted to the way my drself thinks while doing so and it feels amazing.
My drself releases more dopamine and endorphins while doing any sort of physical activity, which is why she gets happy/feels really good when putting a physical strain on the body (in her case running track or volleyball. She might even dabble in a little lacrosse).
Iβll close my eyes and full on see my DR room. Deadass.
I found myself missing my first childhood best friend in my Dr and wanted to text him(so I just used my notes app like o was texting him)
My mom acts like my Dr mom randomly. That one shocked me the most cs those two arenβt really alike.
More on that, when I visualize/βpretendβ Iβm in my Dr, feeling it is a lot stronger. Like Iβll try with all my might to see my Dr hands- which really isnβt hard (since Iβm a lucid dreamer too) but it feels realer than a lucid dream.
I feel like Iβm right there but I believe in myself
