If my muse died in your arms, how would your muse react?
It was a shock, everything that went over her in that moment was all too much for her emotional state. This would be that moment she would be sent over the edge, losing her love was never meant to happen. Not to him, not to an original vampire. As she sat there his head resting on her lap Amelia felt all her tears, flowing over her cheeks and there was no stopping it. Her hand linked with his as she felt the life leave him, bottom lip quivered as her words fell in random spurts. “Lijah…I…no” she murmured her forehead lent against his as the sobs quickened. Fingers gripping tight as though she thought it would hold onto him in some way. Her body shook, every muscle reacting to the pain flowing through her as though she could feel her heart breaking. “My love please…I can’t live without you my darling, I can’t be….please Lijah no you can’t…I’ll take them…they will not live through this..” Her voice was filled with all the sorrow her heart felt, shimmering tears falling over his skin as her lips brushed his. He was her world, her everything and she had spent all her months for the last few years with him. She had made this her home, her life was here with him and now what was there. Amelia knew what he would say, he would tell her to live and love and not try to avenge him but right now all she felt was pain. All she wanted was for it all to be gone. As she lay there his life force gone, body grey Amelia felt herself tipping. “I can’t do this alone..” she muttered. “I will always love you…but I feel as though I am dying..” As if she was having a conversation with someone, but she couldn’t do this. Live her life after losing yet another loved one, shaking her head Amelia closed her eyes knowing she would be sorry for this one day. In this moment it was all too much, her humanity had never felt so weak. She had never felt so alone, so worthless. That blink changed her, in mere moments her rivers of tears had been replaced with a blank look. The emotionless state washed over her as she shifted away. “I’m sorry…or I was..” Her voice had changed, the soft sweet tone he loved gone and changed for a harsher lifeless one. She had done it, humanity gone Amelia gone. Everything she was died with him. Maybe one day it would return and she would feel all that pain again, spend a lifetime making this up to him but right now she just couldn’t do it. Elijah knew how she was, what she had been through and in her mind she knew he would have expected such a thing. Trigger switch was always called a lie, but then was this proof that wasn’t true. One moment she was a wreck and then next she forget she even loved him.
