#ickyiamhereforyou

what does it even mean? I relentlessly chase after a feeling I’ve missed for years. Can I not find something, someone that makes me feel content? After all, everyone should be happy.

I covet pain, sadness, misery. At least with them, being numb is not an option. (geez kids, could you lighten up?)

What does it mean? I attempt to accomplish feats of amazement! For my own enjoyment at least... I may find something, someone that makes me feel content. But it stems from my person. Everyone deserves to feel happy