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"I can go further (if I go wrong)" - my webcomic

It's about growing up abnormal, autism-coded, pathologizing and understanding of the world

I'll try to post a small part every week. Please give me feedback if you want to say something, I'm very interested even if it's negative!

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Table of contents:

behavior

fixation on self-image

conversation I

conversation II

if it's with you

how'd you get here I

how'd you get here II

day off - will finish after I'm done with the script for the entire thing

TRACEBACK

misadventures of a young programmer and her cute consciousness-copy AI chatbot in the not-so-distant future. about isolation and loneliness and being desperate and not killing yourself. an assortment of short form fiction

(that i'm not currently working on. it's pretty much abandoned)

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Storyline:

the last enemy to destroy - short story collection

from rotten flesh - Guide7's backstory - part 1

from rotten flesh - Guide7's backstory - part 2

transit - comic - part 0

transit - 1

transit - 2

transit - 3

transit - 4

transit - 5

transit - 6

transit - 7

Parallel stories:

you can die any moment - xenia's backstory

xenia, on the topic of writing

xenia, on the topic of gaming

identity politics

transgender

antivirus

go outside

deadnaming

Concept art:

crossroads

HPC cluster

pickup point

quadcopter

reference sheet

reference: xenia's stages of life

portrait...?

xenia spinning around

character sketches

xenia's character introducton

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I'm so fucking suicidal right now, anyway life update I have 690 pages of my comic (ICGF) sketched out which is a lot for me, before I never really went past ~200.

I decided to stop actually posting anything online until I have a good idea of the overall plot and what's going to happen and where and additional materials like references and 3d models of especially prominent locations. it's going to be about a lot of things, like freedom and disability and whatever else I can think of. since I put a lot of time into this whole universe growing up, I feel the pressure to make the story something pivotal, incorporating all my philosophical beliefs and scientific interests, but I'm trying to resist it. it's a small story about a specific thing and it doesn't need any of that. I'm afraid I'm going to tackle too much then execute my ideas poorly...

I want to go all hard-sci-fi as much as humanly possible over the magical system I made up and I want the layout of the places they're in to be consistent, but that requires a lot of planning.

anyway idk. I don't know if my artwork has any value, I believe anyone could draw like that if they tried. is it worth drawing anything? I'm doing it because I always wanted to draw a comic and I feel like I have something to say. I'm 20 years old, so I lived way past the age I thought I would've back when I was a kid. but maybe I should have died back then, since it wouldn't be painful. now I absolutely can't do it because I have too much hope, but I don't know if it's justified in my case. It's possible that I'm delusional and there's nothing more to it. Anyway, I'm not sure if it's worth it, but at least now I get to draw a webcomic, and I got to experience a lot of good things, too.

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