Christopher, why can't you see what I see?
I don't understand how someone can be so blind about things around them. How can you say that you are a good person but no one cares about you when you have someone sitting here thinking about you every waking hour of every day? AND YOU BLOW THEM OFF!!!! You are a so ignorant to somethings its not even funny, because I've been here the whole damn time trying to make you see, that I care about you, with my entire being, and I want to see and be there for you! No, you blow me off, you ignore me Christopher!
The irony of this entire thing is, you are the one that told me you had feelings for me, idiot (why did you have to go and say that?). You lied and played me and yet I am still here, and still caring about you. You threw me away, and yet I am still here, I am still standing here in the rain waiting for you to bring the sun shine out for us both. I don't care what you think, I am hear to listen. I don't care what you do, I am here to back you up 100% percent of the way. I don't care what you believe, because that makes you you and whatever it is, its perfect, because it makes you you. So stop acting like you have no one, when you are forcing yourself to have one less, because you ignore me. Ugh, I FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOU! So open your eyes and see, and if you let me, I will be here for you through think and thin. I'll be right here.
Always Christopher, always.
I want you, all of you, forever and always.
Let me fight off all your fears, brush aways all your tears, let me try to make that smile stay, and that sad frown run away. Let me try to be here for you, and prove to you that you are no longer alone in this world because we can do this together, if only you let me try.