He's opened my eyes to a whole new world. My heart has never felt so full of feelings and I've never felt such a strong attraction to someone in my entire life. Sean literally gives me feelings I never knew existed; feelings I never though possible. I spent the day with him yesterday, and of course that makes yesterday one of the best days of my life. Any day spent with him is completely perfect and bewildering. But anyways, last night I drove with him and his two friends to Mesa. Sean and I were stuck in the small area in the back of the truck, sitting on little chairs that faced each other. For the entire ride there and back, not much was said. Music was playing, the windows were down, and all that was left to do was look into his perfect eyes. I swear, every time we would catch each other looking at the other one, I couldn't help but blush and look away. But, I also couldn't help but continue to look back at him and see that smile. He makes my heart beat fast and, when I'm curled up in his arms, I am at complete peace with myself and my life. There is no where on this earth I'd rather be than right by his side. He brings out the best in me, and we make each other so happy. I have no fucking clue what I was doing, or who I was before he walked back into my life. All I know is I will never look back.