#icantfixyou

Every time you tie yourself up and inject that poison into your veins, a piece of me dies. Your heart is beating against your chest walls, your body is trembling as the toxins rush to your brain, causing uncontrollable damage to every piece of you. Laying there helpless, with your teeth chattering, all I can do is stare at you. What have you become? What is all this you’re trying to numb? I’ve prayed every single day to take all your pain away. You grab my hands and put them on your face, I just want to fill all of the empty space. I see the pain in your eyes, beneath all of those lies, I know who you are, not the person in disguise.