Im fucking scared, I’m in my last year in my degree and I feel like I might have to drop out and hide out for a few months. I can’t fucking do this, I can’t fucking go to school everyday and pretend this shit isn’t happening. I am in a constant state of awareness of conversations, peoples actions and interactions with each other. I am preparing myself for some shitty racist person to do some shitty thing, just waiting, insh’allah I don’t witness the hatred in front of me.