#ibangtanthings

I don’t remember what I wrote either, just the general plot OMG :’( 

ANYWAYS i have as ask.fm now so if you want to use that, idk, here it is. I’ll check it regularly. Feel free to talk to me about anything. Even if you’re having a bad day or good day, or you just want to ask something random, it’s cool. 

Tagged by my fav @baekseohyun24

Tagging my favs @whimsymuse @zigzagkyung

I have to answer and then make 11 questions u guys answer!! <3 I don’t normally do these but life’s too short right? Why not?

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1. Favorite constellation?

😳 idk any.

2. If you could live in a fictional world from any book/movie/tv show/whatever, where would you go and why?

I would want to be Peter Pan because he never grows up!!

3. Do you have any song completely memorized?

Actually no lol. I kinda always just focus more on the feeling I get when listening to music, rather than the words. 🤷🏻‍♀️

4. What’s one subject you wish you were better at?

Math. I’m a math major tho 😭😂

5. How did you get into kpop/kdramas/your favorite thing if you’re not into either of those

My friend in sixth grade showed me BigBang but I didn’t know it was BigBang u kno? And I wasn’t interested or open minded enough to pay attention to her likes. I wish I was though. Years later I just happened to stumble across BigBang videos again on YouTube and I was attacked.

As for KDramas, I started watching Running Man becus BigBang appeared on a few episodes and THEN I started watching KDramas and my fav so far has been Cheese in the Trap and Goblin ^__^ I forgot the actresses’ name but she’s my favorite actress.

6. What’s the thing that you’re most proud of?

I went back to school? Idk lol. I kinda regret it but I’m proud that I got over my depression enough to enroll in classes again but now I feel the depression coming back 🙄 I’m trying to stay strong though. Just smiling when I can.

7. Favorite book (or series)??? (I am ALWAYS in need of books to read)

Woman on the Edge of Time by ?? It was for a women’s gender studies class and it kinda challenged some of my beliefs. It made me think and at first I didn’t like it because it was a required reading but it’s really good. It’s crazy weird.

8. If you were the only person left on earth, how long could you go without losing your mind?

Pretty damn long. I always felt like I could live alone, without friends or family. It sounds bad but idk. I feel like I can do it. I really like peace and quiet. But not like in a, ‘I’ll get annoyed if you’re too loud’ way, more like a independent soul kind of way.

9. What small gesture from a stranger has made an impact on you?

Omg I told this story before but idk if anyone remembers. One of my classmates brought bubble tea to class one day and I asked her where she bought it becus I didn’t know there was a bubble tea place near out college. Anyways I told her she needs to show me one day becus I have a bad sense of direction and what not, and she was like myeah, of course, anyday’ BUT the next day she walks into class with an extra drink for me and my ass almost started crying 😂 this was the summer I enrolled into classes again btw, so maybe that’s why I was so emotional. I’m a huge cryer but I hide it well.

10. If you could make a 1 minute phone call to yourself either in the past or the future, when would you call and what would you say?

DONT GO TO COLLEGE. TAKE RISKS AND LIVE.

11. Favorite childhood memory?

So I used to live in a semi-hood neighborhood but all the kids on the block were friends and the houses were built right next to each other so in the back, it was like one long horizontal driveway. That’s where we used to always play outside, YES, we played outside. So my favorite memory is this annual water gun fight we would have. There was this one kid who always shared his huge collection of water guns that actually worked, not the cheap ones....good times....

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Thank you to @whimsymuse for tagging me :)

I don’t usually do these but I think I should do this one because it’s always good to reflect and this past year has been such a turning point.

Rules: write 10 Positive Things that happened during 2017.

1) I went to the Wing’s Tour on March 23 and March 24. For those of you who are curious my birthday is in March so it was like a birthday present to myself :) it will forever be one of my most favorite memories. Going to the WT is an experience guys, an event; not just a concert. Don’t ever ask yourself if it’s worth it, or feel guilty for spending that much. In the end, Bangtan will make you proud and happy that you’re an ARMY 💕

2) I went back to school. Yes I had crippling depression because of school in the first place but I went back. I didn’t quit, I took baby steps, and I stopped being stuck in my own head for a moment. I still hate school, I still have bad anxiety, and I still have hard times but my mindset and outlook on life has improved. I’m not saying my mind has done a 360 but compared to how sick I was before, I’m happy that I’m better not. I’m not ok, but I’m better.

3) I met some great ARMYs. 💜😭💜To all my mutuals!! U know who you are ^__^ I swear, you guys make my day, EVERYDAY. Thank u for that. Even though we’re far apart, it doesn’t feel that way sometimes. I’m beyond grateful to have you guys as my friends =} I don’t have the words to explain how grateful I am. I hope you understand though!

4) I moved and have my own room now, that I painted the sea green/ mint / pistachio color I’ve always wanted since I was a kid !! ^_^

5) I made some friends at school. Which sounds dumb I know but like I said, school isn’t a good place for me. People always say, “oh in high school and college, you’re gonna meet some of your life long friends!” I think I found a couple of people that I can see myself being friends with for a long time :) it’s just made school a bit more tolerable I guess. (Idk if u guys remember but I made a post where this girl bought me bubble tea just becus I mentioned that I do like it, and I legit almost cried)

6) I wrote new fics and people actually read them. ^___^ lol I know I need to improve a lot but I’m happy people follow me and even then on notifications, that’s insane.

7) I got new shoes....the pumas BTS released...yeah I was wearing $20 Costco shoes for more than a year...:)

8) my...dog...turned 7!! My baby’s growing up 😬😭💕

9) I bought YF, black and white versions. YF is my favorite album, and I said if I’m going to buy a BTS album, it has to be my fav. Luckily I was able to buy LY, my second fav?..from amazon !! (Thanks BigHit)

Omg which interview

Hey guys, I know I haven’t posted in a while but 

the next chapter of Vampires will be out soon!!

I'll update the actually posts soon but Polaroids will now be $1 each if you order a minimum of 5. Shipping/Mailing still included! These are the only way I can afford to eat lunch sometimes. Transportation is costing me an arm and a leg but I’m doing okay so far in my first year back at school. 

ANYWAYS

I’ll be doing a polaroid giveaway soon so look out for that ^-^ I do have a twitter and instagram where I’ll also be posting the details. It’s the same name: 

ibangtanthings

Chapters of the new series will take a while for me to publish but please be patient and I hope you continue to love me stories!

Can’t wait for the comeback ^-^