#iamwrong

Me: LOL

Friend: Yeah right, what a bitch.

Me: Exactly! I knowwww bitch!

Friend: I can do like anything for my boyfriend, I love him so much. I cuddle up with him like pretty much every day.

Me: Damn bitch! ME TOO!

Friend: (Dumps boyfriend)

Me: (Dumps boyfriend)

Friend: Hey! What's wrong with you??

Me: What?

Friend: Why are you putting your teddy in the trash?

I really need to stop being so nice. Like for the past couple of years i always bought Christmas presents for people who i thought were my friends (and then made cupcakes or candy baggies for people that i’m not so close with but are closer than an acquaintance) but I never got anything in return (except for one same girl who is the closest thing to a best friend). And like i help people with all their issues and when they tell me mad shit about themselves that i probably did not need to know.

Its not like i expect anything in return because i’m just not that kind of person but it really puts it into perspective how much people unappreciated me. Like I can’t go to 99% of those people with my problems but they have no problem coming to me to tell all theirs. And around holidays or the weekends these same friends will give gifts to other people or invite them to outings/parties and don’t even look in my direction.

I said I only wanted to quickly check my dash

I need to stop lying to myself