#iamoutofink

To whom I love the most Let me turn you into art Deathless ink of poetry That's bleeding from my heart To whom I love the most In the shadows of my mind Between my sealed unspoken truths And all the words I'll never find To whom I love the most Oh whoever you might be Who's captured now within this poem Signed in love by me

Of all thoughts inside my head My "you" is dim and overcast Today I'm still in love with you But this one is the last

When I was a little child The title makes it clear And ever since I'm living with An untold, secret fear After ten years, maybe more I've found a very trusted friend So finally I told my secret Brought the silence to an end The secret's gone, the fear is not And I don't know how long takes I'm wondering if he feels guilt With every single child he breaks While usually I love to write Right now that's not the case I drown in anger, hatred, pain With every sentence, every phrase But still, it's time to raise my voice And speak for those who haven't yet Just to make you think about The crimes a child cannot forget

I care about you, very much You're all I have and ever had Yet, it's time for me to say The hardest thing I've ever said My words will hurt both you and me Please don't get me wrong I only kept them to myself For I have loved you oh so long But I have come to realize That love is just a word A word I never should have used And one you never should have heard

Love is pure and beautiful At least that's what they say And that I have to win a heart I guess I've found my way Now I am locked within that heart Kept prisoner inside Or am I maybe free to go But too afraid to leave the hide? I feel the heart contracting Every single, scattered beat Pumping fire through the veins I'm burning in the heat Soon enough I'm burning up I have to leave, I know And I will beg, before I die Let go, my heart, let go