#iamatwat

Wanted to apologise to my anons for being rude and unhelpful, both of which aren't my usual traits! Sorry, please ask away! x

Yesterday's meetup was good. Despite my consumption of alcohol followed by weed resulting in my stomach churning for about two hours. Anyway. If you know me well enough, you'll know I've been stupidly obsessed with Lewis Watson's song #3. Well I met him yesterday and made an absolute dick of myself. I didn't get a chance to actually plan at least one coherent sentence in my head before I had Max and Brad shouting at me saying to just go over and stop being such a pussy. Apparently i'm the only person in the world who cares what first impression someone has of them. So the conversation was awkward and dwindled extremely slowly on until it died. Most painful conversation, if you can even call it that, I've ever had. I now feel like a fool and never want to leave my house again. Not really, i'm kidding but still. I've come to the conclusion that I lost all normal thought by the fact someone I admire was standing about two feet from me. Because music is all I want to do, someone like Lewis is the sort of person I have immediate respect for. He's doing what he loves and it doesn't appear to be changing him. His vocal and song writing abilities are beyond me :') and I made an absolute tit of myself. As usual. In any case, my cover of #3 will be up this week. Whether you want it or not :) This post is similar but just more indepth than the one on my normal blog.