Mar 15, 2021
thinking abt this conversation till i die i guess
#i cant believe he asked me to move in with him.......#i literally cannot stop repeating it in my head like i cannot believe he asked me smth like this...#made me think i was going to throw up#my heart is still racing and it's been like an hour#π how can he ask me this and not expect me to collapse jdjdkdkd ππππ#and even though i said i cant do what he asked he said the offer is always open to me π₯Ί#like... π we hadn't seen each other in so long and yet he still would do this kinda thing within a heartbeat huh π₯Ί#i'm so grateful..#:( when he said he wanted me to feel safe and happy and if i wanted a new place to call home i can always find that there#ππ literal tears...#it's bc i told him abt the stuff happening at home and the shit with my mom esp and ik he knows first hand how it feels so ππ#and he was like no pressure but if you wanna move into my place i'm always gonna welcome you with open arms#π he still calls me moon..#i cannot believe it's been like 2? 3? years and i'm still getting weak in the knees when he laughs π₯²π«#what is wrong with me...#i haven't even seen this person for like ??? 3 years + now and -??-???-?-? π i'm falling all over myself#i just cannot believe he asked me... to live with him...#like i CANNOT FATHOM!/$/8/8/8/&/$#ππ WHAT TO EVEN DO#i couldn't say yes even if i wanted to like .. i'm not even sure i would say yes rn if i could but#π just the thought that he wanted me to feel happier ππ#i feel so ?//!/$:!:!/$&/&/&:&: LIKE IDK WHAT IM EVEN SAYING IM JUST LOSING MY MIND.??.!..!.!.#the immediate thought i had is i could give him a hug and just sink into his arms π₯²π coldldkkddjjdkdd DIE ππ«#i'm going crazy hel0abajakaoaoskks ππππ this is so sstruidpdodudid π₯²π#crisis .. i'm going through a crisis gfgifficicifidkd deyusuduuxidiidd#dl#li.txt
