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Fuck you fucking bitch. You are not my mother. You’ve never been my mother. You don’t deserve that right.

You don’t get to make me hate myself, hate everything I am and then act like we’re friends. You don’t get to beat me with 2x4s and spatulas and hangers and belts and rakes and your own fucking hands up until I moved out at age 22 and expect me to be okay with you.

You don’t get to lock me out in the barn in the winter, or in the basement during a storm without food overnight because I didn’t do the chores you wanted me to do, and then expect me to want to talk to you and message you.

You don’t get to be a part of my fucking life any more, and I don’t care how guilty and shitty I feel about it. I will not let you into my life after what you’ve done to me you horrid fucking bitch.