#i'm getting ruby flashbacks

I looooove cas sm he's adorable and so pathetically in love with dean and trying to cope with everything that's gone wrong but no one will ever let him get better :((((((( and then there's dean spiraling further and further into the hunter life and he's so far past the point of no return that he's even struggling to keep sam away from that ledge but omgggggggg sam is only getting further from the life now and the boys are drifting apart💔💔💔💔