#i makes stuff

IT IS FINISHEEDDDDD!!!

Fronds. Fronds, please understand that this book saved my life in 2022, and I am SO PROUD that the cover turned out EXACTLY how I wanted. It took me two tries (always check that your ink is permanent 🙃) but I love it so much.

A lacy blouse I've made from a thrifted dress.

eat.  they are no longer the shape of themself  they have always been lanky but now they are thin shrunken shriveled starved skin (thin and papery like an old person they will never get to be) and bones (you should never get to see) there is not enough of them left  but they are still, always themself, enough. 

sleep.  they are no longer the shape of themself they have always been tired but now they are empty flagging fatigued finished  run (they sat up on their own for the last time today) ragged (you are watching them fade away) there is not enough of them left but they are still, always themself, enough.  breathe.  they are no longer the shape of themself they have always been quiet, but now they are gone speechless soundless silent  between one breath (don't think about how few of those we get) and the next (and the next and the next and the next and the--) there is not enough of them left but they are still, always themself, enough.  live.  they are no longer the shape of themself they have always been brave, but they are not scared fearful frightened afraid  I am  but I am also alive and I remember them and miss them and love them and keep them here in my heart and maybe that's enough.